Size Matters

My cock is about as thick as a disposable cigarette lighter, and only slightly longer. After a few disastrous encounters with girls in my youth (anyone who says size does not matter is just plain wrong, believe me, I know), i stayed celibate until my late 30s. At that point I went on dating websites looking for some relief with men. I'd always had an interest, but never considered myself gay.

Size matters with gay men too, though. Many gay men are (obviously) into cock and only want to engage with a decent sized one. But there are men out there who think of themselves as total 'tops' and who want it to be very clear that they are the 'bull'. Some of these men post comments on their profiles like 'love small cocks' and this has me winking and messaging them, even sending them pictures of my little dick with a lighter or a pencil for scale. What a slut.

These days i have zero sexual interest in women, but I am constantly horny and thinking abut cock. I love sucking them, licking big balls, kissing hot guys and more than anything having a nice sized dick slide right up my ass so I can take a good, hard fucking. After so long avoiding sexual contact or locker rooms, showers and urinals where I might get called out and ridiculed, I now love to stand in front of a man that I know wants it, and take all my clothes off. I love to put our cocks together and watch him get excited by how big it makes him look. It even gets me off too.

I currently have four, pretty hot guys that I meet semi-regularly. They always seem keen to meet and quickly get hard from my attentions. I've twice had two of them over at the same time and absolutely loved lavishing attention on two big dicks at the same time. I still look for new guys though and there's nothing better than the thrill of a first meet, when it goes well.

I know this isn't for everyone and I'm sure some will find it disgusting or even immoral (fuck you by the way, and why are you reading 'gay stories' confessions?). I love it though and the transformation from getting none for years to what i feel is now a regular and very exciting and pleasurable sex life is way beyond anything I ever imagined I could have. I'm waiting for one of my guys right now. He's got a cock I can't stop sucking and is great at fucking and I'm horny as fuck waiting for him to get here.