Pent Up Desire

I just needed to write down my deed, to clear my mind of what I achieved! it has always been in the back of my mind, to see if I could actually go through with it, and after many failed attemps, I finally did it! I tasted my own cum ,and I was pleasently surprized that it tasted kind of acidic but sweet. And now that I did it, I wish I could jerk off into my mouth, instead of licking it off my hand. Now that I can read my confession, I don"t feel as guilty as I did at the time, not sure why
that is. Now if I could figure out how to get the cum straight from cock to mouth I would be able to know the exact warmth of the cum as it entered my mouth straight from my balls! I doubt i"ll ever achieve that though but I am pleased now to know what my cum tasres like. Mission mostly accomplished!