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Performance Issues

Something happened six months ago that has changed my life. I used to be a normal 24 year old straight guy. Now I don't know.
I spent 45 days in jail for bad checks. It didn't go well. I had a choice. Get my ass kicked all the time or perform sexual favors. Two guys in my section promised to keep me close and safe if I serviced them. I started giving them blowjobs but soon it wasn't enough.
The first night it happened I was face down in a bunk with another man shoving his cock in my ass. It hurt but he didn't care. He fucked me hard. Besides the pain in my burning asshole I started to feel something. I realized my own cock was rock hard and digging into the mattress. Afterward I was so embarrassed. Not at getting fucked in the ass but at the thought I enjoyed it. Getting fucked became a near daily thing. And most of the time my cock got hard, a couple of times I even came myself without touching my cock.
After I got out things got worse. I constantly wonder if I am gay. I have a girlfriend but for the past several months I have only been able to have sex with her two times. My cock will not stay hard when I try to fuck her. It has only made my shame worse. And enforced my thoughts about being gay.
What should I do???

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# 69659 - by Confused / January 18, 2024
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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 18, 2024 at 7:23 PM

What should you do...?

How about not writing bad checks.

I'm pretty sure that not writing bad checks is much better than taking it up the ass or blowing guys in jail.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 18, 2024 at 10:09 PM

There's two ways to think about it. If you don't want to be gay then you were r**ed and you getting hard was involuntary. It doesn't mean you're gay and you not getting hard is because you're traumatized. If you don't mind being gay then accept that this didn't start as your choice but you can choose to accept it and it's ok. You could try butt stuff with your gf to help differentiate if youre gay or you just like butt stuff. Male G spot is in the butt you know

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 19, 2024 at 9:48 AM

The second poster is correct, you were r**ed and your body involuntarily responded. Not your fault. Your prostate is the man’s G-Spot. Start fucking your Girlfriend in the ass and see what happens.

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Seagull57

by Seagull57 on Jan 19, 2024 at 9:48 AM

First, you need to give yourself a break! You were r**ed and forced to perform sex acts against your will. Diagnosis, you were traumatized. Then, you find that you enjoy having your prostate stimulated. Forcing you to rethink your lifelong masculinity beliefs.
You need to find a way to talk to a therapist. Be it online or in person. You experienced something extremely bad and you need to process it. Is your GF a long term thing? If so and you think you are going to be long-term, explain to her what your going through. She will be glad for the honesty and may be able to help! Btw, being bi is also, not the end of the world! Best of luck!
Seagull

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 19, 2024 at 11:13 AM

I understand how you're confused and unsure of where you stand. In an effort to figure things out, I suggest you find a bi guy and suck him, have him suck you, and see how you feel. You might feel guilty or disgusted immediately after this, but see how you feel a few weeks later. If you're craving cock, then you know that you might at least be bi. There is nothing wrong with enjoying cock. So experiment, discreetly, and see what happens.

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