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Lesbian Stories
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Lesbian Female / 34
The Lion Roars For Me
I teach third grade, I'm a Jewish mother with a nine year old daughter. I am gay.
After I finished college, I had a degree in lesbian activism from WSU and was living with my girlfriend. We moved to a more active center for activism and ended up living in the poor section of Oakland. Pissed smelling, shithole. But that's all we could afford with our part time minimum wage jobs. She was a grade 8 lesbian, I was a grade 2. One day she tells me she found another girl and I had to move out. I was 24 and broke and I went home to get my life straight.
A man in my home town gave me a job and got me pregnant. I learned the hard way that a man can get you in a lot of trouble real quick and you never even saw it coming. He insisted on getting married, for the sake of the child. I guess I'm still married because divorce is out of the question, his daughter will not grow up in a broken home. So he denies me being a single mother. A lesbian can't really marry a man. I may be legally married but I'm still a lesbian inside.
My 'husband' insisted that I go back to school and that's how I became a teacher. Not that gays are a problem teaching, but it helps that I'm legally married and a bona fide Mrs. Just in case. My daughter, btw, knows I'm a lesbian.
My husband provides the lion's share of the income. Notice the analogy, lion's share, that means the male gets it all and you get the crumbs he leaves you. He gets it all. I mean all. He gets the house and the wife to keep it. He gets the child and the mother to raise her. He gets the sex. As a lesbian that has been the long learning curve, no sex, no money, no house, no car, no vacays, no MRS. I can't adequately support my daughter. The lion gets it all and the lioness puts up with it.
I don't resent being born female, or being a mother for that matter. I love my daughter, she is my life. But why does it all come with a husband? And sex. He can't get enough, his words. I'm married, so he gets the sex. If I hear him say one more time 'I like fucking my wife so put up with it' I'll scream.
The sum of it all is that I don't like to see him do housework. It bothers me. I do the cooking and I do the cleaning, with the help of my daughter. Yes, I acknowledge that he is a spoiled male because the female spoils him. He's the lion. And when it's time for bed I get ready for bed and get in bed with him. I don't like sleeping alone, without him. It must be some basal inner thing, because after nine years and a child I still don't understand it. He likes to fuck me, I know that. It comes with the territory. The lion gets the lioness. The females play with each other, hang around with each other, but when the lion roars you become a pussy cat.
After I finished college, I had a degree in lesbian activism from WSU and was living with my girlfriend. We moved to a more active center for activism and ended up living in the poor section of Oakland. Pissed smelling, shithole. But that's all we could afford with our part time minimum wage jobs. She was a grade 8 lesbian, I was a grade 2. One day she tells me she found another girl and I had to move out. I was 24 and broke and I went home to get my life straight.
A man in my home town gave me a job and got me pregnant. I learned the hard way that a man can get you in a lot of trouble real quick and you never even saw it coming. He insisted on getting married, for the sake of the child. I guess I'm still married because divorce is out of the question, his daughter will not grow up in a broken home. So he denies me being a single mother. A lesbian can't really marry a man. I may be legally married but I'm still a lesbian inside.
My 'husband' insisted that I go back to school and that's how I became a teacher. Not that gays are a problem teaching, but it helps that I'm legally married and a bona fide Mrs. Just in case. My daughter, btw, knows I'm a lesbian.
My husband provides the lion's share of the income. Notice the analogy, lion's share, that means the male gets it all and you get the crumbs he leaves you. He gets it all. I mean all. He gets the house and the wife to keep it. He gets the child and the mother to raise her. He gets the sex. As a lesbian that has been the long learning curve, no sex, no money, no house, no car, no vacays, no MRS. I can't adequately support my daughter. The lion gets it all and the lioness puts up with it.
I don't resent being born female, or being a mother for that matter. I love my daughter, she is my life. But why does it all come with a husband? And sex. He can't get enough, his words. I'm married, so he gets the sex. If I hear him say one more time 'I like fucking my wife so put up with it' I'll scream.
The sum of it all is that I don't like to see him do housework. It bothers me. I do the cooking and I do the cleaning, with the help of my daughter. Yes, I acknowledge that he is a spoiled male because the female spoils him. He's the lion. And when it's time for bed I get ready for bed and get in bed with him. I don't like sleeping alone, without him. It must be some basal inner thing, because after nine years and a child I still don't understand it. He likes to fuck me, I know that. It comes with the territory. The lion gets the lioness. The females play with each other, hang around with each other, but when the lion roars you become a pussy cat.
