Straight Male / 45
My Neighbor's Wife Saved My Family
For the past ten years I've been cheating on my wife with my next door neighbor. I love my wife dearly and we had our first child when we were both 30 years old. Our next child was born when we were 32 (we're the same age). I'm very healthy, physically fit and workout a lot. My wife was as well, but has let herself go after our second kid. On top of this, I have a high sex drive but she never wants to have sex anymore.
I've tried everything. I tried talking with her, doing more chores, couples therapy, talking to my doctor. Every time I bring it up she would just tell me something about focusing on the kids, being tired, being stressed, etc.
Our neighbors are John and Mary. John is my age and Mary is about 7 years younger. John is a corporate lawyer and Mary is a stay at home mom. Mary is athletic. She has smaller boobs and a big, round butt. She does a lot of yoga and strength training. She's Caucasian and blonde.
John and Mary moved in next to us about a year after our second kid. John works long hours and Mary isn't handy so I was always helping them with house stuff (HVAC, broken gutter, snow blowing, etc.). John and Mary were always thankful and we became good friends. Long story short, John confided that he wanted Mary to sleep with me one night when we were drinking on their patio. He would watch but not partake.
I had sex with Mary that night while John watched. Despite using a condom I came in under a minute. I was immediately overwhelmed with regret and left.
The next weekend John was out of town and called me. He told me he was fine with what happened and wouldn't tell anyone. Later that evening, I went over to get some tools back and Mary invited me in. She walked me up to their bedroom and stripped naked. I had sex with her and came deep inside her this time. I couldn't control myself after going over a year without feeling another woman. The next day I fucked Mary and came in her twice while my wife was out running errands.
Since then, and for the past ten years, I have sex with Mary about 5 or 6 times a week. We don't "make love", we just fuck. Sometimes I fuck her on the hood of her car in the garage, in their basement, or behind their house later at night. Mary isn't on birth control and I let her dictate what we do. If she lets me have sex with her I finish in her pussy. We usually avoid sex during her ovulation window and I will face fuck her instead (she's submissive) but we've also risked it before in the heat of the moment. Cumming inside her when she's ovulating is the most satisfying and it turns me on thinking I might get her pregnant.
Our arrangement makes logistical sense. John works so much and has a low sex drive. My wife basically never wants to have sex. Mary is raising their three kids and is pretty stressed. John knows everything (except that we've had sex when she's ovulating) and sometimes I send him pictures and videos if he wants.
I care deeply for my wife and family. I don't think I could date Mary and I can tell that she doesn't like me more than as a friend. We fuck out of convenience. I used to feel guilty but I don't know what to do since my wife just wont work with me to solve the problem. If I didn't have Mary, I think I would've left my wife. Sex for me is a form of stress relief and it is hard as a man who takes care of himself to be denied attention from other women. I'm not the best looking guy, but it feels good to know someone finds me attractive and appreciates the effort I put into myself.
The other night my wife was angry with me despite me helping her as best as I could. I told her I was going to go for a "drive" to get some "space". I picked Mary up and we parked behind a warehouse out of town. I fucked her and took my stress out on her. I fucked her face and spit on her. I bent her over the hood of my car and fucked her from behind. She asked me to pull out and I spit on the side of her face and came as deep as I could. I told her I hope she gets pregnant. Mary came shortly after.
I came home relaxed and let the argument with my wife go instead of being vindictive or retaliatory. I know it isn't right, but I honestly just don't care anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I should tell my wife, because I think there is a chance she might not care. I rationalize my behavior by telling myself that the stress relief I get keeps me from taking my stress out on my wife and kids. Feel free to judge me but if you were in my situation what would you do? Would you really be faithful?
I've tried everything. I tried talking with her, doing more chores, couples therapy, talking to my doctor. Every time I bring it up she would just tell me something about focusing on the kids, being tired, being stressed, etc.
Our neighbors are John and Mary. John is my age and Mary is about 7 years younger. John is a corporate lawyer and Mary is a stay at home mom. Mary is athletic. She has smaller boobs and a big, round butt. She does a lot of yoga and strength training. She's Caucasian and blonde.
John and Mary moved in next to us about a year after our second kid. John works long hours and Mary isn't handy so I was always helping them with house stuff (HVAC, broken gutter, snow blowing, etc.). John and Mary were always thankful and we became good friends. Long story short, John confided that he wanted Mary to sleep with me one night when we were drinking on their patio. He would watch but not partake.
I had sex with Mary that night while John watched. Despite using a condom I came in under a minute. I was immediately overwhelmed with regret and left.
The next weekend John was out of town and called me. He told me he was fine with what happened and wouldn't tell anyone. Later that evening, I went over to get some tools back and Mary invited me in. She walked me up to their bedroom and stripped naked. I had sex with her and came deep inside her this time. I couldn't control myself after going over a year without feeling another woman. The next day I fucked Mary and came in her twice while my wife was out running errands.
Since then, and for the past ten years, I have sex with Mary about 5 or 6 times a week. We don't "make love", we just fuck. Sometimes I fuck her on the hood of her car in the garage, in their basement, or behind their house later at night. Mary isn't on birth control and I let her dictate what we do. If she lets me have sex with her I finish in her pussy. We usually avoid sex during her ovulation window and I will face fuck her instead (she's submissive) but we've also risked it before in the heat of the moment. Cumming inside her when she's ovulating is the most satisfying and it turns me on thinking I might get her pregnant.
Our arrangement makes logistical sense. John works so much and has a low sex drive. My wife basically never wants to have sex. Mary is raising their three kids and is pretty stressed. John knows everything (except that we've had sex when she's ovulating) and sometimes I send him pictures and videos if he wants.
I care deeply for my wife and family. I don't think I could date Mary and I can tell that she doesn't like me more than as a friend. We fuck out of convenience. I used to feel guilty but I don't know what to do since my wife just wont work with me to solve the problem. If I didn't have Mary, I think I would've left my wife. Sex for me is a form of stress relief and it is hard as a man who takes care of himself to be denied attention from other women. I'm not the best looking guy, but it feels good to know someone finds me attractive and appreciates the effort I put into myself.
The other night my wife was angry with me despite me helping her as best as I could. I told her I was going to go for a "drive" to get some "space". I picked Mary up and we parked behind a warehouse out of town. I fucked her and took my stress out on her. I fucked her face and spit on her. I bent her over the hood of my car and fucked her from behind. She asked me to pull out and I spit on the side of her face and came as deep as I could. I told her I hope she gets pregnant. Mary came shortly after.
I came home relaxed and let the argument with my wife go instead of being vindictive or retaliatory. I know it isn't right, but I honestly just don't care anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I should tell my wife, because I think there is a chance she might not care. I rationalize my behavior by telling myself that the stress relief I get keeps me from taking my stress out on my wife and kids. Feel free to judge me but if you were in my situation what would you do? Would you really be faithful?
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