Figuring Out I’m Gay

I really didn’t know I was gay till I got to college

In the dorms I started having sex with guys. Anal and oral.

I lost my anal virginity to guy two rooms down from me. I was sucking his dick one afternoon and he asked if I’d been fucked ever. I told him no so he got out lube and a condom. I got my cherry popped that day. I was sore afterwards but it felt amazing getting a dick in my butt.

From then on I bottomed for two different guys very regularly. I tried topping but honestly was a huge fan of it. I much preferred to get my dick sucked and bottom

Then when I was 19 I finally had sex with a woman. Honestly I hated it. The sex was good but vagina wasn’t appealing to me. When I’d be at college I sought out dick.

What really made me realize I am gay was one summer while at home during summer break in college I had a summer fling with a 52 year old who lived two blocks over from my parents house. We had sex every other day usually sometimes daily. He asked if I had come out yet

I told him I just have sex with guys for fun but he said you always bottom and cum from it. And you give great head. You are definitely gay. He told me he regretted waiting till his late 40s to come out.

So that conversation really made me think about it. And one evening I told my mom I’m gay. Her response was you just figured that out? I guess she had known I was having sex with the guy two blocks away. She told me as long as your happy and enjoy sex is all that matters.