We Don't Find That Anything Wrong With A Girlfriend

I am originally Lithuanian, I got a spot on a cruise ship with a dance troupe. We were not encouraged to mingle with the guests but to be polite if spoken too. So we spent our free time with the other girls, sometimes up on deck with the sun and the swimming pool. Being dancers all the girls are in great shape and we spend time in the gym. And because our background is in Europe we wear small revealing swimming gear and show off our bodies, but here the mistake with Americans happens, we show off for the other girls, not the men. We are dancers, we live with girls, we work with girls, and we make love with girls. Boys are not allowed. Not even Americans.

This American, rich and prepotencious, insists on seeing me. I was gracious and talked to him but he had only four days to make something happen. Like a total fool I gave into him, my first ever and intended to get it over with. He wasn't going to let it stand and he got my real name and my home and phone number. I never really was able to get away from him and I got married and moved with him to his country home in Wyoming. I am not a country girl and I found out what being pregnant and alone is. I asked him to bring my mother to help me. My mother found that living in America was wonderful and she is now here and we have obtained her papers.

I have a sister younger and more beautiful. My husband decided to enroll her in a college and she came to live with us and go to college on a student visa. Now he had me, my mother, my sister and our new baby girl all living with him. One man with four women. We are European and used to living together, he wants open spaces and lots of room for everyone.

Too much room and my sister gets pregnant. Something in the air, or maybe my husband. She won't go back, not ever. We found this person who agreed to marry her for her papers. He works for my husband and he is kept at a distance, she has my husband's baby and she was pregnant when she got married.

I miss my best friend on the cruise ship, the freedom to spend my days and nights with her. I am here with my mother and sister and we have baby girls. But it's not the same. I tell my husband that European women don't see any harm with a girlfriend. If he brought my mother and sister, maybe he will bring my favorite girlfriend. Maybe, I have asked him. Wyoming is big, there is room in our home for another woman. A man can never have enough women to worry over him. She's small like me and we won't take up much room in this 'king' sized bed he has me in.

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