Now Married, But During The Lockdown . . .

I had gay sex during the lockdown. I'd only had straight sex before and now after. I am currently married for over a year, baby on the way, and very happy. I can't let my wife or any others know but during the lockdown, I let a man in my apartment building fuck me. I'd JO during, and sometimes he'd do it for me, he gave me a BJ a few times, but mainly I either sucked his cock till he exploded in my mouth, or he shot it all up my butt.

I let a man use my mouth and my ass for sex all he or I wanted, and to tell the truth I liked it and wanted it more and more. Only he and I knew. We kept going with our sex after for a while, even when I found a woman that I had sex with I would still go back to him to give him sex too. Then I moved out of the building and haven't seen him since.

I am straight, I love having sex with my wife, she is crazy in bed, and as before with her and other women, I loved buttfucking them. Now when I have my cock in her ass I get super hard, knowing what she's feeling. It makes me miss getting fucked, to be truthful I want it, I want cock, I want buttfucked and to feeling a cock blowing in my mouth, I feel empty back there. Despite everything, I really look at it with some shame, I don't want her or anyone to know. My wife and I walked into a coffee shop a month ago and he was there, sitting in the corner by himself. No indication or approach from him, thank heaven!