Falling Down The Rabbit Hole

So I’ve always been kind of curious about guys but have always been straight. Guys aren’t attractive to me at all, except for lately I find the idea of cock irresistible. I’m happily married to my wife but I think about cock a lot. I have given one blowjob when I was out of town for a business trip and had a lot of fun. He was supposed to fuck me but I chickened out on that. I have been eating sissy porn and talking to guys on Grindr so often. I think it’s only a matter of time until I’m out of town again with my ass in the air and a cock deep in it. All I can think bout is being a slut for cock. I want cum on my face. A cock in my ass. I want videos of me sucking. I just want to feel like a whore.