Straight Female / 20
Is Something Wrong With Me
Something happened to me 3 weeks ago. And I think I liked it. I went to a party with my cousin. I got hit on by an older guy, he was maybe like 35. Ick! It was like he could be my dad. Not to mention he was black. I am white and never been with a black guy.
My cousin and her friend kept egging it on and telling me to go for it. At one point my cousin "Dared" me to do it. A few drinks later I was in my car following the guy to his house. When we got there I quickly decided "NO WAY". The pictures of his wife and kids did it. He admitted he was married and said they were out of town. I was already a nervous wreck, first older guy, FIRST BLACK GUY! But first married guy...
I asked to go to the bathroom and planned to fake a phone call and leave. When I came out and walked back into the room I got a shock. He was naked standing in the middle of the room stoking his cock. I froze but I will never forget what he said. He just looked at me and said "you know what to do bitch". When I didn't move he yelled "GET TO IT BITCH"! I dropped to my knees and took his cock in my mouth. I guess he didn't think I was doing a good job because he grabbed my hair and started roughly thrusting into my mouth. I was choking and gagging but he apparently didn't care. Finally he pulled out and drub me by my hair to the couch. He pushed me face down, got in behind me, pushed my skirt up and pulled my panties down far enough to get to my pussy. When I felt his cock at my pussy I spoke up and begged him to put on a condom. He just laughed and said "your taking this n****r cock raw bitch". He kept pushing until he hit the spot and slid inside me. It was like my mouth, he started fucking me hard and rough. He slapped my ass until it was red and felt bruised. I couldn't believe how he fucked me. He pounded me non stop for 30 minutes. I was getting sore when he held his cock inside me and started grunting. I freaked out when I felt his cum hit my insides. I pleaded for him to pull out. He yelled "hell no your taking my n****r cum". He held my down by my hair and kept his cock inside me until he went limp and slid out. He stood up and started gathering his clothes. He looked down at me and said "you can leave now bitch". I stood and pulled my panties up. As I got to the door he said "don't come back and don't bring no n****r baby around".
I had to drive home with soaking wet panties with all the cum leaking out of me. The next 2 weeks were hell wondering if I was pregnant. Finally I got my period and was so relieved!!!
Since then I have had a week to really think about the experience. Last night I actually masturbated while thinking about it. It is turning me on and I think I would like to be used like that again. Just being treated like a hole to get off in by a guy who doesn't give a damn about me is a turn on. I want to do it again. Is there something wrong with me?
My cousin and her friend kept egging it on and telling me to go for it. At one point my cousin "Dared" me to do it. A few drinks later I was in my car following the guy to his house. When we got there I quickly decided "NO WAY". The pictures of his wife and kids did it. He admitted he was married and said they were out of town. I was already a nervous wreck, first older guy, FIRST BLACK GUY! But first married guy...
I asked to go to the bathroom and planned to fake a phone call and leave. When I came out and walked back into the room I got a shock. He was naked standing in the middle of the room stoking his cock. I froze but I will never forget what he said. He just looked at me and said "you know what to do bitch". When I didn't move he yelled "GET TO IT BITCH"! I dropped to my knees and took his cock in my mouth. I guess he didn't think I was doing a good job because he grabbed my hair and started roughly thrusting into my mouth. I was choking and gagging but he apparently didn't care. Finally he pulled out and drub me by my hair to the couch. He pushed me face down, got in behind me, pushed my skirt up and pulled my panties down far enough to get to my pussy. When I felt his cock at my pussy I spoke up and begged him to put on a condom. He just laughed and said "your taking this n****r cock raw bitch". He kept pushing until he hit the spot and slid inside me. It was like my mouth, he started fucking me hard and rough. He slapped my ass until it was red and felt bruised. I couldn't believe how he fucked me. He pounded me non stop for 30 minutes. I was getting sore when he held his cock inside me and started grunting. I freaked out when I felt his cum hit my insides. I pleaded for him to pull out. He yelled "hell no your taking my n****r cum". He held my down by my hair and kept his cock inside me until he went limp and slid out. He stood up and started gathering his clothes. He looked down at me and said "you can leave now bitch". I stood and pulled my panties up. As I got to the door he said "don't come back and don't bring no n****r baby around".
I had to drive home with soaking wet panties with all the cum leaking out of me. The next 2 weeks were hell wondering if I was pregnant. Finally I got my period and was so relieved!!!
Since then I have had a week to really think about the experience. Last night I actually masturbated while thinking about it. It is turning me on and I think I would like to be used like that again. Just being treated like a hole to get off in by a guy who doesn't give a damn about me is a turn on. I want to do it again. Is there something wrong with me?
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