Never Wanted A Man Kissing Me

I've fucked a few guys, probably about 7 or so. Fucked a couple of them over longer periods of time, a few years each. I've sucked but never to completion, I have given handjobs to completion and have never been fucked by a guy. I am almost always with a woman for sex, I do prefer it. However; I love buttfucking and some women just won't go for it. So . . .

The thing is one guy I've fucked and been sucked by several times keeps wanting to kiss me when I fuck him. I won't, I keep backing off. Then one day I decided that I really wanted to feel a mans cock fucking me, rocking in and out, then faster and faster, jabbing and pushing even deeper as he was using me to cum in. So I let that guy know I wanted to try it. He has 9 inches which is thick but not too thick. It took some pain and about 15 minutes to get about 5 inches into my ass hole. Then I hooked my legs behind his ass and just pulled and he was in me to the hilt. I could feel his pubes up against my ass cheeks. I asked him to pause as I clamped down my muscles around his cock several times to get used to the intrusion. Then I told him to do it, to fuck me. He made me beg him to fuck him, tell him I've always wanted him, remind him that he was the one taking my virgin hole. he was the first to cum inside my, the first to sink a cock into me. As he was talking to me, and I was telling him what he wanted to hear, we reverted to moans and all of a sudden I felt I wanted to be kissed. I guess a girl wants to be kissed before she gets fucked, and in this case that was too late, so I wanted kissed while being fucked. All I did was purse my lips and open them a bit and his mouth was on me.

I honestly felt very feminine being fucked lying naked on the bed with my lover kissing me, telling me how good I made him feel, how good my "pussy" was making his cock feel. We kissed and fucked, he held off for quite a while since I'd already jacked him off once. We were intertwined for about 40 minutes. I could feel his hot cum shooting out of his cock and into my ass. He pushed his full 9 inches deep into me, pushing at least another inch shoot super hot streams of cum deep in me. Stopping together his cock softening inside me and with a final kiss he pulled out, jumped off the bed to the bath and cleaned himself. I felt so much like a woman. Lying alone on the bed, just fucked, sperm inside me and my man not there for a few minutes, after he used my "pussy".

I now ever fuck a girl, pussy or ass without kissing her and talking to her. I know what she wants. I never wanted a man kissing me until I was under one with his big cock fucking my asshole. though I still see women, and fuck them, I now get fucked and kissed too.