After Male Menopause I've Found My Feminine Side

As I got older I lost my sex drive. I took testosterone supplements tried ED medication, but I couldn't get a sex drive going. My wife was also older and we became more and more a couple in the brother and sister way. But from time to time, especially when I was alone and she had gone to see her mother, I got urges to wear her panties and with the help of some ED medication get to the point where I could masturbate to completion.

During one of the weeks that she was gone I went down, across town so I wouldn't be recognized, a Love Connection store and bought a dildo and lubricant and CD of gay sex. I went home and arranged everything, lubed myself up and inserted the dildo in my ass and without the help of medication I got a semi erection and masturbated until I was able to ejaculate. I put the CD on and watched gay men kissing, blowjobs and fucking and went to bed and dreamt of a man fucking me. I woke up from a wet dream, my heart still racing.

I watched the CD again during breakfast, slow walking the part where the man was fucking the other man, and I went to my room to masturbate again, this time with the dildo up my ass, dreaming of having the man fuck me. I kept my 'toys' out sight from my wife, and when she left I took out my toys and went back to dreaming of being fucked by a man. This pattern went on for over a year.

Then one day, I was getting gas, and this man was next to me at the pump and I said hi, and we got to talking. He said he was new in town and was looking for something to do as he was divorced. I got up the nerve to ask him what he liked and suggested we could meet at this sport's bar and catch a game and a beer. He was nice and assertive and I feel right in and I went with him to his new apartment. 'Why don't you suck my dick' he asked me and unzipped his pants and let his dick out. I sat on the couch and sucked his dick, his dick hard in my hand I rubbed his dick all over my face.

We got naked, and lay on the bed kissing and caressing, and grabbing our dicks with our hands until I turned over for him and he rubbed some lubricant in my ass and fucked me. I came in his sheets as he fucked me, my dream had come true and I did not want it to end.

Since he was new in town and didn't have any friends here I became his buddy for walking and catching a game, and sucking his dick, and making out naked. But it's about having him get on my back to fuck me, that's what makes the afternoon complete. My wife is happy I found a guy to hang out with. Little does she know how glad I am to have found a guy to hang out with.