First Time

Im a hispanic male in the US and since i was a kid I’ve always been sexually active and enjoyed the idea of being intimate with a guy. I grew up with an abusive step father so I never have liked him. Though i had taken chances of peeking through the door handles to see him naked when he showered. I’ve always enjoyed the thought of being with an older male than me and the first time i did was with my step father’s Dad. He was contrary to the asshole his son is, kind and encouraging. I developed a sexual interest in him and when we had the chance to get a house he for some reason wanted to spend a night there. We hadn’t moved anything in so the house was completely empty. I volunteered to stay with him and we had small talk while being there. I asked him if i could take my shirt off and he said yes and that if i wanted to get naked i could also. He said so jokingly but i took full advantage of it because im an exhibitionist. I told him i was Gay and if he wanted to engage intimately. He jerked off his cock for a bit then took his hand and said if i liked the scent. I said yes and we jerked each other off. There was no sex since im nervous about it but i enjoyed the moment nonetheless. We had another intimate moment some years later. He passed away a couple of months ago and these days i enjoy reminiscing of those two times. How wonderful he was and that im always happy he was my first.