Manager Fantasies

Im a Hispanic gay male. My first job was at a Home Depot as a Lot Associate. One of my managers was a white male i will call Mace. I think he was around maybe early or late 40s in the years of 2012-2014. A man about the my size 5’10. I liked him and found him attractive. Every time i saw him i felt aroused and eager to be with him. I think he might’ve felt the same way. One time i tried to get him to follow me into the bathroom. I made sure for him to see me going towards the bathroom and before he lost sight of me I took off my shirt to see if he could get some interest. In the bathroom I waited a bit and he does come in but i got nervous and moved in to a stall. He didn’t say anything that time. Another time was during the raining season in winter and i did the same method with this time waiting by the door and sink and making it look like i was cleaning myself from helping in the lot wrapping Christmas trees. He sees me with my shirt off and says why i have it off. I make up the excuse of cleaning myself from tree debri and he accepts it. All the while enjoying that he is seeing me shirtless. Since there are some men’s urinals close to the door i planned on having an erection and after doing the same method of baiting i would pretend to pee and have him catch me hard. That didn’t happened but i wish i had. Before he left for another job i tried one more time but it seemed like fate was against that during that last day. I always wanted him but it only went so far as those small things. I sure wish him well wherever he is.