Self Sucking

For months now I have been dedicated to working out stretching and making a huge effort to suck my own cock. I watched a guy do this on a porn video years ago and I have watched it many times since then
Now after All this time and hard work two weeks ago I got the head of my fabrics between my lips and for the first time ever I came with my lips closed tightly around my big mushroom
Head.
I came hard and it was a lot of cum. It was so hot to suck the head of my dick. I kept working at it every day and now i am able to get about 3” of my fat dick in my mouth and suck myself off
I suck my own dick twice a day. Last a Saturday I sucked myself off three times and it is great. I like to do it in my living room with my toes hooked under the badge of my leather couch while I watch pirn with my favorite butt plug vibrating in my ass.
Having it in my ass makes me cum so much more. I also will set a mirror next to me so I can watch myself suck my own dick. Sometimes I will jack myself while I suck on my dick but most of the time I just suck my dick and play with my nuts until I swallow my thick load
I like to watch self suck porn videos and watch men sucking cock and watching a guy defrost a big cock and watching him let a guy cum in his throat is a huge turn on for me.
In jr high my best friend and I sucked each other off for the first time after school one day. We wanted to do it and had talked about it a few times but that day we finally did it. We went in this old vacant run down house on the way home from school. We got in the back room and I sucked his dick mommy knees in that musty old dark house and let him cum in my mouth and I swallowed every drop.
He was pretty anxious to suck my dick so he got on his knees and suck my dick and swallowed my cum. Hardly a day went by that we didn’t suck each other off and we swallow our share of cum back in those days.
When we would sleep over at each others house every night after we knew everyone was sound asleep he and I would suck each others dicks
When we were 14 I let him fuck me one Saturday at my house when my parents were out of town.
He fucked me two or three times a week for years and he always came in my ass. I am not attracted to men but I get very excited looking at cock. I have never been attracted to any man in my life but I love looking at cocks and watching men have sex in the porn movies. I would not object at all to taking a big cock up my ass but for the sake of staying healthy I choose to pleasure myself and swallow my own cum and fuck myself when I really need it.
I have an extra bedroom in my house where I keep my toys and it’s my play room. I have a bit of a panty fetish also. I like to cum in silk panties and wear them around the house with my butt plus in my ass.
I like to drink beer and get a buzz then suck myself off watching porn and sticking things up my ass