My Addiction

by Anonymous on Feb 29, 2024 at 8:57 AM

I feel the same way. I know it’s wrong and after it’s over I feel embarrassed and cheap but if you need cock from time to time you just do it.
My thing is I love to get fucked but it never happens that often. I use sex toys to satisfy my craving for anal. I have not had many adult experiences with anal but the few I have had were very good. I like to suck cock and I love having my cock sucked also but getting fucked is the best.
Growing up I had sex with quite a few boys that I grew up with. I will never forget when I was 12 I let this older boy that was 14 fuck me down by the creek in the woods one afternoon.
It just happened. He asked me to take my cock out with him and he wanted to jack off with me. Well once our pants were down it was a lot more than jacking off. His cock was pretty big and a lot of hair and it was uncut.
Once he got me to touch it I was jacking him off and he asked me to put it in my mouth. Once I leaned down and put it in my mouth I was on my knees and he was in control. He made me gag a few times when he tried to put all of his dick in my mouth. It was too big and there was no way I could take all of it.
I got a goid taste of his cum as it dripped out of his dick into my mouth. Next thing I know he has my head in both hands and he shoved his uncut dick into my mouth as far as it would go and he held my head as tight as he could as he came in my mouth. I had to swallow but a lot of it dripped off my chin. He had me lick and suck all over his dick and suck on his nuts. By then I was doing whatever he wanted me to.
Next thing he did was told me to take off my clothes. As I did that so did he. We were both naked and he walked up to me and turned me around. He told me to get on my knees so I did. He got on his knees behind me and pushed me forward until I was on my hands and knees then he started to touch and rub all over my ass and then I felt his mouth on my ass. He licked my ass then spread my ass open and started to lick and suck on my asshole. He said his cousin liked it when he did that to him.
I asked him if he had done this before. He told me his cousin let him do this to him all the time and he liked to get fucked too. Then he told me he wanted to fuck me too. He licked and sucked in my asshole. for a very long time jerking on my dick as he did. He got his tongue in my ass a bunch of times and he jacked me off and my cum shot out on the cool grass below me.
Before in got over him jacking me off he was up behind me rubbing his dick in my asshole. He started to push and it started to hurt. He spit on my asshole several times until I felt my asshole begin to open up and it started to sting I asked him to stop but he lust pushed harder. The head of his dick went in my ass and I yelled out in pain and moved forward and his dick came out of my ass.
He put it in me again and I kept moving forward to get his dick out if my ass it hurt like hell but he didn’t give up. And he pushed me down until I was face down in the grass and he was on top of me trying to get his dick back in my ass. It went in and I was kicking and screaming and begging him to take it out. He never said a word and his dick went up my ass until he made me take all of it. My asshole was on fire as he laid on top of me thrusting his dick up my ass. I had tears in my eyes it hurt so bad. He didn’t care he was getting what he wanted and he was just getting started. I laid underneath him and he fucked me and his dick felt huge up my ass. And he fucked me hard then he came in my asshole. He got really stiff and shook all over as his cum shot up my ass.
I just knew he was going to take his dick out of me and let me go but he didn’t. He fucked me again but this time he fucked me harder for a lot longer and I felt his cum all over my nuts and the crack of my ass was all slick and sticky with his cum.
He fucked me hard and I was getting used to his dick in my ass and he could tell so he fucked Mr harder and then he came up my ass and I could feel his nuts twitch each time his cum shot up my asshole.
He laid on top of me until his dick got soft and slowly slipped out of my asshole. He laid on top of me as his cum ran out of me then he told me if I told anyone about this he would kick my ass.
He got his clothes on and just left me there laying in the grass with an ass full of cum.
It took me awhile before I rolled over on my back then slowly got up. I had a mess between my legs and in the crack of my ass. I did my best to clean up and used my underwear to wipe his cum off of me. I got my clothes back on but left my underwear there in the woods.
My asshole hurt like hell and that night in the shower I rubbed and washed it and I still had a little cum leaking out of me. Laying in bed that night I started to think about what he had done to me that day and I started to get hard. I started to play with my dick and I jacked off thinking about him fucking me. After I came i started to think that I might like to try it again. A couple of days later I was riding my bike and he was riding his too. He stopped me and we were talking and then he asked me if I wanted to go back down to the creek with him. I asked him why but I already knew why. He said he wanted to do what we did the other day
I told him I would go with him and he said OK let’s go. Once we got there we took our clothes off and he had me suck his fick then he licked my asshole and then he fucked me. Just like the time before he fucked me until he came up my ass twice then he was finished.
It was much better for me that time cand I even liked it and I liked it when he shot his cum up my ass.
Seems like every couple of days he had me in the woods down by the credk fucking me. I will never forget the first time he asked me to come over to his house. His parents were gone and he fucked me in his bedroom on his bed. It was nice to lay on a bed instead of in the grass. He fucked me good and came in my ass twice. He asked me to hang out with him and he wanted us to stay naked.
Over the next couple of hours he had me suck his dick in his parents room then he fucked me in front of a big mirror and told me to watch. I liked watching him fuck me and just watching his dick go in and out of my asshole was quite a thrill. He came in my ass again then we had to stop and get dressed before his parents got home.
After that it became pretty casual between us. He told me he wanted to fuck me and he did. He wanted his dick sucked and I sucked it. I got used to swallowing his cum and I got used to taking his big dick up my ass too. For about two years he fucked my ass two or three times a week if not more and I must have sucked his dick 200 hundred times
My dad took a job in another town and we moved away and I never had sex with another boy for years. When I was 19 I moved to another town 150 miles away from home.
I got my own house and had a good job. One of the first things I did was go to an adult book store. I bought a couple of nice looking rubber cocks and a couple of other things to put up my ass. I picked up a couple of swinger magazines I bought some lube and on the way out the door I saw this fairly large rubber cock that would shoot fake cum. I bought it too. Sitting in my truck in front of the grocery store I looked at what it took to make the fake cum and I got everything for that while I was buying groceries
It was the weekend so I pretty much stayed naked used a lot of lube and fucked all my new toys and the big one I bought that shot fake cum was so big and felt so good once I got it up my ass I came like never before without even touching my cock. I fucked myself and shot a bunch of the fake cum up my ass and enjoyed ever minute of it
I looked thru the swinger magazines and wrote to a few men that were looking for sec with men. Three of them wrote back to me and I got excited. Back in those days computers were not used as much as they are today so I wrote back to all three of them. I got a letter back from each of them and they sent me pics of their dicks
I got excited and took a few of my own pics of my dick and a few with a rubber cock up my ass. I guess that excited them enough that they wanted to meet
I wrote a very hot letter to the guy with the biggest dick and sent him more pics of my ass and pics with rubber cocks up my ass.
I was shocked when he wrote back and included his phone number. I couldn’t wait to calm him. We talked about an hour and jacked off over the phone. He wanted to meet but we didn’t make any plans that day. I fucked myself gohd after we hung up and I was looking at his dic pics as I fucked myself. I thought about taking his big dick in my ass and in a couple of days after fucking my ass several times thinking about him duckling me I called him and invited him over for drinks on Saturday.
It went well he was a nice guy very nice looking straight acting and we stayed naked all weekend We sucked each other off several times and I swallowed his cum something I had not done in years.
He fucked me quite a few times and even got off watching me fuck my toys and he used them on me too. By Sunday night he and I became good friends and almost every Saturday was our day to meet and have sex.
We both had girlfriends and we even got together with them but they never knew we were having sex with each other
When I broke up with my girlfriend I went back to the swinger magazines. And wrote a lot of letters to women I was looking for women that were into strap on sex and women that would like bisexual three domes where the men had sex in front her and she would take part in the sex.
It took me over a year to get one that was interested. She was a very good looking Hispanic woman built very well. We exchanged letters and shared our wants and desires and talked about our fantasies.
We met for drinks at a local bar and grill and then we went to my house for more drinking. She stayed the night and had her strap on with her. We watched pirn had straight sex a lot of really good oral sex then she fucked Mr with her strap on using two different cocks on me. The first one was a nice 7” cock but the second one was a thick 10” cock that was hard to take at first. She really got off fucking me with it and I came like crazy with it in my ass.
We got together weekly then twice a week. She was fucking my asx one night and told me she found a guy to have sex with us and she said had a big cock.
Two weeks later they came to
My house and we had the best sec ever and he did have a big cock that felt really good in my ass. She was under me sucking my dick and I was eating her pussy while this guy fucked my ass. It felt so good I started to cum in her mouth and she pulled my ass down to swallow my dick to the balls and it frlt so good I didn’t even care that this guy shot my ass full of cum.
After that she watched him fuck me after she sucked us both and got us hard. She watched him fuck my ass and cum me again. After that she put on her strap on and she fucked me up the ass while he ducked me off.
She and I got married later on and for about 6 years we had sex with a lot of different people and went to swingers parties and I let a lot of guys fuck me in front of her. She was bisexual so I got to fuck her friends and a few times her and two of her friends fucked me with their strap on cocks.
We got divorced after she started fucking a lot of black guys and letting them gang bang her. Twice she got me to take a big black dick up my ass but it just got to be too much when I would come home and there would be several black
Men there gang banging her.
Since then I have been pretty straight. Not a lot of sex with other men at all. I still use my sec toys and love fucking my ass and I have had a few girlfriends to try strap on sex with me
I am happily married now and we have a great sex life. She is bisexual and she enjoys fucking me with our strap on collection a few times she has brought her friends around to have sex with us and it is great. Life is good these days and the wife and I have plans to add a bisexual man to the milk soon. She wants to watch me get fucked and I am OK with that