I Know He Loves Me Too But He Won't Stay The Night With Me

Feeling lonely I got into a discussion with a married man at work. He convinced me to let him take me home. He ate me on my bed before undressing me and performing intercourse on me. He said he had to leave, go home to his wife and sleep in a warm bed while leaving me alone in a cold bed. I never felt lonelier.

He says he can't stay overnight, he always goes home to her. I know she knows because I've seen her parked around my complex. She must go home as soon as he leaves to get home before he does. I wish he just told her stay home and stay all night with me.

I was taught to never touch a married man. I wasn't taught how to be so lonely when I'm not with him. I want to talk with her, for him to stay overnight with me but he won't let me and doesn't believe she's outside waiting for him to go home.

I just want him to stay and sleep with me. She has him every night so she probably doesn't feel lonely like I do.