After 25 Years, I'm Confessing My Dirtiest Fantasies To Catholic Wife

She's a good woman but after 25 years of sex once every 2-4 weeks and my coping with porn, strip clubs, and online cam models, I'm hatching my plan.

I've resolved to tell her how much porn I've consumed, and introduce her to some of my dirty fantasies. But I'm doing it slowly, in a way that I express my love for her, which is true, my hope for a renewed sex life, which is true, and I'll admit my hurt and how poor little husband had to resort to Penthouse and Hustler videos for satisfaction. Which is not very true. In fact, I absolutely love jacking off to centerfolds and watching hot men pour loads of cum on gorgeous models. I have happily stroked my dick and watched my semen splatter all over my chest, I've jacked off with online models who complemented me on how much cum I have, and I've greedily sucked strippers breast until I came in my pants. Felt great.

However...I prefer sex with my wife. I like real intimacy. She spent too much time being passive and consumed with church and work, and I did what I needed to do after many failed attempts to make a change. But now, I realize porn and lust WITH my wife is even better than porn alone. And that doing things I've seen in adult movies can make our sex life better.

I'll get sympathy, I know because we've had this conversation about porn 15 years ago but she thought I stopped. You see, I'll remind her how infrequently we had sex over the last 10 years, tell her how I often moaned her name when I watched porn, how I thought of her and how I longed for her to catch me in the act. That I need to her to simply watch me jack off to a dirty magazine and to feel like she accepts me and understands me. I already got her laughing about how I liked to cum in her panties while watching porn. I just need to take it a few steps further.

What she doesn't know is that porn helped our love life. When I stood over her and jacked my cock to cum all over her pussy and she moaned so loudly. She's been asking for that now. Little does she know that I got the idea watching Sunny Leoni get cummed on by some hot guy while I was groaning and shooting cum all over our bed.

I have high hopes because she finally agreed to go to a sex store with me last week. We spent a half hour in there looking at things for me to masturbate with. It was incredible. She picked them off the shelf and showed them to me as we shopped. Then we went back home and I poured my semen into while she watched and smiled. Last week I caught her masturbating at night. First time ever. Ever.

So I think the time is right. There's been a bit of a change in her and I'm going to nurture this. Develop it. Grow it.

I so want to have fun with my wife. I can't wait to see what's in store.