Embrace Your Pussy, Embrace Other Women, Embrace The Man Who Fucks You

As a mid thirties teacher I have had the opportunity to grow spiritually and sexually over the last ten years. I grew up in the proverbial protestant ethic, work hard, no sex until you are married, church on Sunday. My mother withholds sex, my father runs around with other women. I grew up listening to my mother complain about his 'catting' around at strip clubs and other places.

When I was sixteen I went with my school to France. My grandmother paid for it. It was a school trip and we went mostly to museums, and some of the art on the walls and the statues are a bit risqué for a protestant girl. In particular L'Origine du monde, a painting at the the Orsay Museum. Look it up,

You think you have seen your pussy, not till you see that painting. My French guide, a woman in her thirties asked me if it shocked me. In France she told me that everyone knows that painting, when you are seven. French women are proud of their pussy, not like American girls who are ashamed of their pussy. She used the world 'pussy'. In France she told me girls are taught to enjoy their bodies, not be ashamed of there pussy and their feelings.

Well, I'm sure if I told my mother that a French teacher talked to me about that she would have her 'fired'. I came back from France with a new idea, I started to investigate my pussy. I don't mean learn about my pussy, I could do enough of that on the internet. I mean 'investigate', look at my pussy in a mirror, take pictures with my handy camera phone, stared at my pussy from every angle I could think of. I shaved my pussy one day so I could get a better look. I poked things into my pussy, from fingers (one, then two, then three, then four), things I found around the kitchen including a cucumber, and things I found lying around like the handle of my little brother's baseball bat. I 'fucked' myself. I found my clitoris. I became a habitual masturbator, on my way to hell for falling in love with my pussy.

I was seventeen, a year later, when a boy showed me his boner. It stuck out of his pants and I grabbed it in my fist and it felt good to hold it. I squeezed it as hard as a I could. He 'spat' out his junk all over the steering wheel. I hand jacked him off and I sucked him off but I didn't let him fuck me. I hadn't gone that far, I was saving myself for marriage. So he got anal. Lots and lots of anal. God he fucked my ass so much I thought I would never take a normal shit again. Feeling his dick in me was really what I was after, that feeling when he fucks you and holds you to cum inside of you. But not my pussy, my pussy was virgin.

I gave up my pussy when I was working, after college where I remained virgin. I gave up my pussy to a fifty year old man. He was 'gentle' and aroused me and had me in an orgasm before he fucked me. And he fucked me, boy did he fuck me. I fell in love right then and there. I sucked him and jacked him off but he didn't like anal. Well, I liked anal, but I had to put up with his hang up. All I got was pussy fucking. And that was OK, because by then I really liked that.

I spent a two week holiday with a woman friend in Arizona at a retreat for sexually frustrated women. I learned that eating pussy is as good as being eaten. I learned that sucking tits is as good as having your tits sucked. I learned that a woman has a very sensitive anus, and a good licking will keep you ticking. I learned that having sex with another woman was the utmost in sexual expression. No dick to fool with, no fear of getting pregnant, no man to lord it over you. Noting but tits and pussy and loving and kissing. Women are the source of all pleasure, whether it is a man with a woman or a woman with a woman. I personally don't get the man with a man thing, but that's a whole 'nother story.

My man friend continued to fuck my pussy, and my woman friend continued to eat my pussy. Which is better? Depends on the moment. There is a lot to having a man fuck you. It is rewarding, the big old dick thing and the monstrous smelly man on you, versus the soft woman with her gentle lips and small tits you can kiss and rub your cheeks against in the morning. I like both, I'm into anything. Like that French woman told me, enjoy your pussy, don't be ashamed of it. I'm not, I know that my pussy is my best friend and I love another woman's pussy, I love to 'make love' to a pussy and suck her tits and kiss her soft lips while I'm making love to her.