First One Was Huge

I'm now used to it but he's fucked me probably 12 or more times by now. Only about 5 days ago I was a virgin, in all ways. I knew I wanted another guy and I wanted to be the female in the sex. I learned later I wanted to be "the bottom". On a site I picked a guy out, we chatted then phoned, he talked about his big cock, then I went to his place. I was wearing mens really brief undies, and they were as close to female panties as possible. I wanted to be sexy for him. We started with some smoke, drinks, then heavy petting, and he asked if I'd give him a BJ first. I agreed and he asked if I'd done that before, as he knew I'd never been fucked. I told him I had not, the most I did was jack one guy off at summer camp over a month and then only because he made me do it.

He stood up, pulling off his tee showing his chiseled chest and then brought down his sweat shorts. He wasn't wearing any underwear, he had me down to mine by now. But his cock took my breath away. I saw it and told him I didn't think I could do it, I'd try with my mouth but it was too big for my butt. His words were simply "We'll see". I sucked him as best i could, it was as thick as my wrist and about 9 inches long. He was pushing more and more for deep throat but I couldn't. Then he held my head and moved in and out faster and faster till I felt so much precum I thought he'd blasted already. As i was swallowing his precum thinking I'd just given my first full BJ, he blasted the full load into me.

I was a bit embarrassed at my first attempt. He told me I'd get better just need to practice. If I could blow him then I'd be able to blow anyone. Soon he was up again, and wanted to fuck. I told him I couldn't take it that he was too big. I tried but I knew when I got there that I probably couldn't leave without having his cum inside my backdoor. He wasn't taking no for an answer. Soon his full weight holding me down on my belly on the floor I was lubed and he was working that thick thing into my ass with me trying to cry and get him to take it out. I got fucked very painfully for about 20 minutes, then the pain went away. I relaxed and he could feel it.
"That's it baby, relax for daddy, let me make you feel real good, you're so sweet and hot and tight, you're making Daddy's cock feel so good"
After another 20 minutes where it didn't hurt but didn't feel too good either, he started moving faster and faster, I knew it would be over soon. It was with a full load now totally up my ass, that I finally got some relief. He eased out of me.

I wanted to get up and get dressed and get out of there, but he wouldn't let me. "Hey baby girl, Daddy's not done with that boy pussy yet" He kept giving me smoke, then some other thing, and I took them just to get the pain away from my ass. Soon I was groggy, and was kissing me, telling me how hot my skinny little hairless body was. Sometime he put lipstick on me and was kissing me all over. I had a great orgasm from his sucking, but I shot on my own belly. He put it in my mouth for me to eat. Then he was on top of me again, fucking me. No pain this time but just what felt like a real intrusion, just uncomfortable. I got it again that night and I was too stoned to go anywhere so I stayed the night and gave him another BJ in the morning before I left. He told me to be back that night at 6 and be wearing something sexy.

Like a fool I did. I guess I felt the damage was done, and now I've been fucked by a huge cock so much it actually feels good. He let a friend with only a 7inch and thin cock fuck me, the guy fucked and came but to tell the truth I had to squeeze down on my ass muscles to feel anything. I'm a big cock gay slut now. I asked for it, and I got it I guess.