Naked Neighbour

Living with a long term partner in an apartment block. Angles on the building mean we can see into some other apartment rooms - namely the kitchen of one particular couple a floor below us (also means I am not visible).

They are both frequently naked in the kitchen. My partner doesn't know I watch them - well more so him. I've seen him naked what seems like daily - sometimes with an erection in the morning. I fantasise about him a lot. I've been in the moment watching him. I long to run my hands over his body and suck his stiff cock. To let him climax in my mouth.

I say hello when we pass and I want to say more. I want to tell him I think he looks hot when he's naked. I want to tell him I want to suck his cock. I want to tell him he makes me wet.

I know I can never take this further. It would ruin the anticipation. It would take away my little viewing pleasure I have. He's 10 years or so younger. He's never given any indication that I wouldn't be making anything other than a fool of myself if I said anything. I've thought of knocking the door for a reason when I know he's naked but I haven't.

I have even thought of swinging with him and his partner (and me and mine) - again, a fantasy. I'm wet typing this. It's the first time I'm confessing this to anyone. I'm a voyeur. I like watching him naked but I know that's all it can be.