Not Done Yet

After reading that Daughter in Law post, I wanted to post a comment, but I’ll give my truthful story.
I am married for 40+ years and my wife too, had medical issues and conditions that ended our sex life. We have 4 children, and 9 grandkids and a great marriage other than the lack of intimacy. This is where my story differs. I could never cheat on my wife, and after the first few months of handjobs she got bored of me coming to bed and her having to take care of my problem. Soon, I was left to taking matters into my own hand, pun intended. I was discreet usually in the shower or if she wasn’t home, but eventually wanted something else.
Through a friend, I was referred to a very busy massage parlor about a 20 minute drive from my house. One side of the building was a nail salon and the other had massage. A very upscale business, and the clientele was of both sexes.
This was an actual massage parlor, but some of the girls would give full massages. I laid on a table, on my stomach and looked around to see a clean, professional room, with a cabinet full of clean white towels and a shelf with various oils. The young Asian lady rubbed my legs, feet and butt then started at my shoulders working down. She asked me to roll over keeping the towel covering my privates. Then she was rubbing my legs and asked if this was the full massage, and I agreed. She moved the towel to my belly, dripped some oil on my dick and matter of factly began rubbing me hard. Having someone else’s hand do this, where I didn’t have control was so different. Although she told me no touching, I did grab her butt as I was about to shoot. She aimed my load onto the towel and cleaned me up with another towel.
The enjoyment and risk had me wanting more, and I ended up being a biweekly client. It was rarely the same girl, but they were always Asian. Usually in their 20’s I’d guess.
Two weeks ago, I ended up with a slightly older girl, maybe 40, still attractive but thicker than the others. It didn’t take long before she began the “ full treatment “. This time was a bit different. As she was stroking me, she kept talking about how much I would enjoy this. Instead of keeping one hand on the towel on my stomach, she was stroking with her right hand and her left was playing with my testicles. Not a bad sensation, but then she wrapped her index finger and thumb around my balls and slowly tightened them as I was getting closer to release. When she added the middle finger I could feel my balls being stretched away and I got harder than I already was. When she pulled them further away, I shot my load. I felt the warm shot hit my shoulder, then one on my chest, until she aimed me at the towel.
Now, when I was younger, yeah, I could shoot like that, but this was amazing. I felt so drained, I couldn’t get up or say anything as she cleaned me up.
When I got up to get dressed, she re-entered the room and said her name was Tam, and that next visit I should request her for my appointment.
I think I will do just that. I don’t consider this cheating on my wife, there’s no intimacy, emotions or penetration, it’s just like getting your teeth cleaned. You can do it yourself, but it’s better to have a professional do it occasionally.