It’s Going To Be All Bad Eventually

I am an RN for a doc in town. Small office with a few other workers. One in particular has taken a liking to me. We shall call Him Hec an x ray tech that I work with closely. I am 39 brunette 5 foot 3 -140lbs. I wear glasses and have been told a good looking many times. I have double D boobs that stand out obviously but I do have curvy hips and a nice rear end. Although in Scrubs it’s kind of hard to see my curvy hips my tits are hard to hide. I am married have Ben for about 15 years 2 kids. My husband works hard but out sex life lacks a bit. I am have a high sex drive and he does not. Hec started working with us about 2 years ago and from day one there was some flirting. Besides the doctor there is 2 other people that work here. Like I said we spend a lot of time together throughout the day. One day we where in our lunch room in break and we where talking flirting back and forth and I welcomed it. It made me feel good that someone was paying attention to me. We were standing next to each other and he was super close to me. He leaned in to me while getting a coffee cup and at that moment we looked at each other as we where face to face and he kissed me. I mean a little peck on the lips and I kissed back. Next thing I knew he had his tongue down my throat and vice versa. As he kissed me he ran his hands over my ass and over my tits. I really enjoy having my tits played with. If he would have slipped his hands under my shirt and played with my nipples I would have creamed myself right there. If I give head or am getting fucked I love to have my nipples played with. He took it slow and for the next couple of weeks when ever we we where alone we would grope each other. One day he slipped his hands down my pants and it was on. I was wearing a pair of mom panties and bra. He told me didn’t ask told me to wear some nice panties. I told him I have a couple of things but nothing super lacy or slutty. I went out with friends one day for happy hour is what I told my husband but in reality Hec took me shopping for bra and panties. I enjoyed trying them on for him we told the clerk that we where dating. A few sets later we walked out and I when we got back to the car I proceeded to give him a BJ and saw his dick for the first time. It was a bit longer then my husband’s but it was twice as thick. It was thicker then my wrist. He played twisted and pulled on my nipples as i sucked away. He figured out on his own how much I enjoyed my tits being plates with. I swallows as much as I could hid the panties in my car and went home. My current panties where soaked and I tried to initiate sex with my husband but he was to tired. I was told by Hec to wear the red g string and matching bra tomorrow. I did what I was told and the next day after our morning appointments we had some down time and I was in his room talking we kissed and he slid my pants down and he dropped to his knees and kissed the fabric around my pelvis. I am trimmed and I could feel his breath and finally his tongue flicking around my clit. I was pussy in his hands. I finally told him I need to get fucked. He stood up spun me around right there in his room he slid his thick cock between my 2 lips and I let out a slight moan. He put both hands on my hips and proceeded to fuck the code out of me. I felt him his cum shoot into me after a bit. My legs where shaking there I am bent over a desk dick in me , my tits dangling down over the desk and he had been pulling on my nipples while he was fucking me.
That was the start of me becoming his complete personal fuck doll. This has been going on for about 8 months and my husband a few times has asked me if i was ok. I come home tired some slight bruising around my hips from a firm grip around my waist and sore tits. Husband asks for sex but I feel I have to get permission from Hec to do anything. Sometimes he tells me I can fuck my husband but most of the time he wants me to fuck him first then to let my husband have what Hec calls sloppy seconds. I have keys to Hecs house and I do go over there when not at work. Il drop the kids off at practice and while husband is working. This is where Hec started to film me doing things with him and for him. Basically having me getting off for him on camera or is having sex. I do know that I love my husband but am also in love with Hec. It’s a fucked up situation because I have kids and would never give them up. If I had to choose I would choose my kids but a not sure of Hec would. My husband acts like nothing is wrong while I come home leaking cum from every hole. I’m headed to a work conference this coming week. It’s actually only Monday thru Wednesday but Hec and i will be back the following Sunday. He hinted that when not at the conference i will be dressing slutty and exposing my self will be in the cards. If I’m not roasted on this sit to bad I will post about my week afterwards. From house wife to fuck doll