A Fantasy Come True

He's just left the marital bed. My wife has a pussy full of cum and is shattered. I watched her bred by that total stranger whilst I kissed her. I've never experienced anything like it she had a full body shaking orgasm as I watched his jack hammer of a cock relentlessly knocking her up. She begged him for more and more. I admit at one point jealousy rushed through my brain like no emotion I've ever known but I stayed the course. Now he's gone and a part of me wishes we'd got his number for a re-fuck. I suspect my rampant wife does too. I felt totally useless and docile as I watched my wife have the best sex of her life. When he'd impregnated her and I witnessed his sperm dripping from her I felt defeated and less of a man. I want to experience these feelings again but how?