Lesbian Female / 33
From Church To The Gates Of Hell
As a child I was very religious, it was my social and spiritual life. In my mid teens I had my first sexual experience with another girl. I was full of regret, fear and hated myself for it. I became even more religious, I knew that I was going to hell for what I had done. I went to college to a midsized state school and I got into a short affair with another girl there. I was the passive partner, she wanted a lot more. But during that affair I had to admit to myself that I was not straight, and this wasn't ever going away. Breaking up with her was hard, I just couldn't bring myself to doing things, even if I did let her do things to me.
I got a job in the accounting department of a large funeral company. About as boring as it sounds. It paid moderately well, no one was a superstar. I joined a church of my denomination and volunteered with several of their outreach programs. At church I met this girl who worked at a Christian broadcasting network and we had an affair. Like me she was upset about being that way and we consoled each other, but we fell into periods of reckless sex for days on end. I did do things with her, not take the initiative but respond to her and do things I wanted to do with my college girlfriend but could never work up the nerve to go through with it.
Our relationship was Christian, we did not live together. We didn't have any other sexual outlet but each other and we went from long periods of trying to control ourselves to short periods of outright sex in the ways that proper ladies should never behave. What we saw we imitated. We never did associate or hang out at venues where other girls like us congregated, we just could not do it. But we did drive by, and we stood by during Pride week one year, disguised so we couldn't be recognized. Seeing other girls kissing in public, other girls carrying signs, some girls went bare breasted out in the open. We knew we were lesbians.
I met a man at work, a little older than me and in one off hand conversation he told me that he had to take some out of town clients to a men's club, and how this one man kept ordering up women to dance, by the shape and size of their tits. During his telling me this I became aroused at the thought. I asked him if women ever went to these clubs? He said from time to time he saw some women there and he offered to take me. He ordered up the girls to give me lap dances, called them out by their tits. The dancers knew immediately that I was the one getting aroused by their performance. He spent over four hundred dollars and he demanded I pay him back in kind.
I lost my virginity that night to him, he demanded I be totally naked and I lean over him feeding him my tits. He demanded I bend over him to give him orals sex while I had my legs open over his face, where he pulled me down to lick me. He demanded that I shower with him in the morning and he had sex with me leaning against the wall. All in all he had several opportunities to leave his sperm in me and I came away from it pregnant.
He took me and my girlfriend to men's clubs all over town. Live sex shows and totally nude girls at trucker's strip clubs. We had girls who allowed us to pull on their G-strings to get a good look, and others who straddled us and danced their tits in our face. It was an obsession, all along I got more and more pregnant. My girlfriend and I became more and more uninhibited, especially around my pregnant pussy which was always on fire for her. He took us to this bar in the gay part of town, it was a lesbian bar where girls were dancing and picking up chicks. Watching girls dancing like that awakened something inside of me, and even with a pregnant belly I danced with my girlfriend, and he sat and watched us.
Over those months he spent a whole lot of money on us, and took it back in kind. My girlfriend had time to get on birth control and avoided getting pregnant. He had sex with me well into my last month, turning his attention to my girlfriend until I was back recovered for him to have sex with me again.
My daughter is now four, my girlfriend and I live together. She doesn't work for the Christian broadcasting company and I'm a part time worker at my old job. He takes full advantage of having us and we give him what he wants. No one from my teen years would recognize me now. I'm long past regret and have accepted that I'm a lesbian and live mostly off a man who pays the big bills and has sex with us when he wants.
I got a job in the accounting department of a large funeral company. About as boring as it sounds. It paid moderately well, no one was a superstar. I joined a church of my denomination and volunteered with several of their outreach programs. At church I met this girl who worked at a Christian broadcasting network and we had an affair. Like me she was upset about being that way and we consoled each other, but we fell into periods of reckless sex for days on end. I did do things with her, not take the initiative but respond to her and do things I wanted to do with my college girlfriend but could never work up the nerve to go through with it.
Our relationship was Christian, we did not live together. We didn't have any other sexual outlet but each other and we went from long periods of trying to control ourselves to short periods of outright sex in the ways that proper ladies should never behave. What we saw we imitated. We never did associate or hang out at venues where other girls like us congregated, we just could not do it. But we did drive by, and we stood by during Pride week one year, disguised so we couldn't be recognized. Seeing other girls kissing in public, other girls carrying signs, some girls went bare breasted out in the open. We knew we were lesbians.
I met a man at work, a little older than me and in one off hand conversation he told me that he had to take some out of town clients to a men's club, and how this one man kept ordering up women to dance, by the shape and size of their tits. During his telling me this I became aroused at the thought. I asked him if women ever went to these clubs? He said from time to time he saw some women there and he offered to take me. He ordered up the girls to give me lap dances, called them out by their tits. The dancers knew immediately that I was the one getting aroused by their performance. He spent over four hundred dollars and he demanded I pay him back in kind.
I lost my virginity that night to him, he demanded I be totally naked and I lean over him feeding him my tits. He demanded I bend over him to give him orals sex while I had my legs open over his face, where he pulled me down to lick me. He demanded that I shower with him in the morning and he had sex with me leaning against the wall. All in all he had several opportunities to leave his sperm in me and I came away from it pregnant.
He took me and my girlfriend to men's clubs all over town. Live sex shows and totally nude girls at trucker's strip clubs. We had girls who allowed us to pull on their G-strings to get a good look, and others who straddled us and danced their tits in our face. It was an obsession, all along I got more and more pregnant. My girlfriend and I became more and more uninhibited, especially around my pregnant pussy which was always on fire for her. He took us to this bar in the gay part of town, it was a lesbian bar where girls were dancing and picking up chicks. Watching girls dancing like that awakened something inside of me, and even with a pregnant belly I danced with my girlfriend, and he sat and watched us.
Over those months he spent a whole lot of money on us, and took it back in kind. My girlfriend had time to get on birth control and avoided getting pregnant. He had sex with me well into my last month, turning his attention to my girlfriend until I was back recovered for him to have sex with me again.
My daughter is now four, my girlfriend and I live together. She doesn't work for the Christian broadcasting company and I'm a part time worker at my old job. He takes full advantage of having us and we give him what he wants. No one from my teen years would recognize me now. I'm long past regret and have accepted that I'm a lesbian and live mostly off a man who pays the big bills and has sex with us when he wants.
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