I Didn't Keep My Vow, I Gave In To Temptation

In high school I bought into the save yourself till marriage thing. I was seventeen and I was sure that I would be married sometime soon. But time went by, I finished college, I worked and one day I got a five year pin. A lot of time had passed since I had taken this vow.

I sat in my apartment one night just sitting and thinking about nothing. I started to look through my window, across from me the window blinds were open, the light in the room was turned off but not the one in hall. I could see a man on a woman, I knew the woman only by sight, He was doing his thing on her, and in my mind I could hear her asking for more. I found myself with my hand between my legs and I did my very best to time it so I came when he got off her.

I sat with my legs open, my skirt up around my waist, the night sky and the moonlight. I fell asleep dreaming of that woman and that man, only I was the woman and the man was the man who kept up the landscaping. I came all of a sudden, I woke up. I was terribly wet and I had used my fingers as far inside as I could, my thumb on my clitoris.

It was a vision, a message, all along I had been looking for love with men in the office, and all along I should have been looking for love with the maintenance man. I got up from my seat, without panties, I went outside and down to the pool. I got down in crouch and could see my reflection in the pool. I opened and closed my legs. I felt a man's hands on my shoulders, pushing me and I almost fell into the pool, but he caught me. He asked me what I was doing.

We said a few things and he asked me if I was the girl in that apartment, pointing to my apartment, dawning on me that the lights from the kitchen illuminated the sofa. We saw you, he said, are you lonely. I froze, it was the man with the woman. He offered to escort me back to my apartment. Why I asked him is the mystery, I did. I sat on the couch and opened my legs and he got on his knees and ate me, I was beyond caring and spoke out loud, and made out loud noises, I asked him to fuck me.

His penetration was swift and daring. He was rough and controlled. He went on and on and on. He moved me around so I was sideways to the window. I sucked him. He had me get on my knees on the easy chair and rest my arms on the back. He got behind me and he went on and on and on. Then he grabbed me in a vicelike hold, and pushed my head down into the chair cushion and from behind he fucked me, put this time he was on a mission and a little time later he came, and pulled out and asked me to suck him.

When I got down on my knees he waved to the window. I looked and saw the woman standing there in her window, naked to the night watching. I pulled my hair back in my hand and went about sucking him. He left after a few minutes and I stayed in my living room watching the naked woman in the window. I took the rest of my clothes off and went to my window and stood there, until he walked in and waved at me. Then he took her by the hand into the bedroom, the blinds were closed and I went to my room to play with my dildo.