Straight Female / 52
Sexuality Reboot
I am a 52 year old, widowed, mom of three adult children. I have a great job, my house is paid for, I am set for retirement when the time comes, I am financially set and my children all live close enough to me where we all are still in each others lives.
Perfect right? Yes, but sexually, I am at a crossroads. The last couple of years have been consumed with lots of first dates, most of which have included having sex. I have found that I crave having sex. I crave sucking cock. I crave being eaten out. But I also go crazy for having playtime with other women. My first experience was in high school, then in college, then after my husband passed away. Nowadays, I have a group of four other women that all play with each other on a regular basis. I enjoy this so much, that it has virtually replaced all men except for one guy. This guy fucks me senseless and, as I call it, leaves me for dead when he goes home. He is a keeper!
So anyway, these four other women and I all have a relationship with each other. We have separate lives but we all fuck each other (in some form) on a regular basis. We all have toys - vibrators, clamps, dildos, paddles, etc. Three of us have strap-ons with cocks ranging from small to extra large. One, who I am jealous of, has a Sybian. When she hosts the group, it is usually the most intensely erotic evening of the month. Watching these women get obliterated by the Sybian and have out of control orgasms makes for a fun evening.
So my crossroads - the only people who know are the four other women. Should I care, no. Should I worry if anyone finds out, no. But I am not sure how my adult children would accept this sexual outlet. I am not hurting anyone. I am not cheating on anyone. It doesn’t consume my day, although I am a very sexual and horny woman 24 hours a day! I do fuck myself on nights when I do not meet with the one guy or the other women.
Perfect right? Yes, but sexually, I am at a crossroads. The last couple of years have been consumed with lots of first dates, most of which have included having sex. I have found that I crave having sex. I crave sucking cock. I crave being eaten out. But I also go crazy for having playtime with other women. My first experience was in high school, then in college, then after my husband passed away. Nowadays, I have a group of four other women that all play with each other on a regular basis. I enjoy this so much, that it has virtually replaced all men except for one guy. This guy fucks me senseless and, as I call it, leaves me for dead when he goes home. He is a keeper!
So anyway, these four other women and I all have a relationship with each other. We have separate lives but we all fuck each other (in some form) on a regular basis. We all have toys - vibrators, clamps, dildos, paddles, etc. Three of us have strap-ons with cocks ranging from small to extra large. One, who I am jealous of, has a Sybian. When she hosts the group, it is usually the most intensely erotic evening of the month. Watching these women get obliterated by the Sybian and have out of control orgasms makes for a fun evening.
So my crossroads - the only people who know are the four other women. Should I care, no. Should I worry if anyone finds out, no. But I am not sure how my adult children would accept this sexual outlet. I am not hurting anyone. I am not cheating on anyone. It doesn’t consume my day, although I am a very sexual and horny woman 24 hours a day! I do fuck myself on nights when I do not meet with the one guy or the other women.
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