How I Becameto Be A Cocksucker

I am a mature married cocksucker and I become 100% a cocksucker after my wife got older and lost interest? I sucked my first cock at age 15 . My first cock I sucked was with the younger boy just under age 14 next door. We started innocent enough by beating off together and evolved to beating one another off . We started then started experimenting by bobbing down on each other until one day he pre ejaculated and came in my mouth and I discovered I liked it. His older brother found out what we were doing as his age was 17 and came onto to me alone for a blowjob and I consented and sucked him some then he bent me over a picnic table where I received his very hard cock for him to cum .This happened
In a park with no one around where I received my first experience getting hard cock after spreading my butt cheeks for him after being ordered so he lubed me with some Vaseline he had brought. I was fucked slow and gentle and I discovered I liked the feel of wet cum in my ass. After that the brothers family moved soon to Texas. I sucked cock some off and on and sucked including my best friend same age as me then at 19 changing to women for a few years but receiving blowjobs from gay guys when feeling the urge and lonely. I suppose I am BI but older now possibly gay ? I have sucked enough cock to think that. and I have been a bottom a few times. I like sucking cock and the taste of cum flowing onto my tongue. I would like my anus spread and receiving cum up my ansus again but ask only to be gentle to whom I consent to for that. And that is my history. I have learned that a nice blowjob is good for a man for his stress. I like sucking married or single men but have sucked gay men a few times I like Black or white men either one. I am a masculine or can be submissive also polite and gentle. And that is my cocksuckers confession. I admit what I am and comfortable with it?