I Want To Fuck My Mom

I think the title is fairly clear, I’ve been at this site for a while but this is my first confession.

I want to fuck my mom so damn badly. She and my dad divorced when I was a kid and I have stayed with her since, and ever since I can remember she has gone out every weekend and most fridays and saturdays she brings some drunken guy who reeks of smoke with her. When I was a kid I didn’t really get what was going on but for the last few years I’ve jerked off to the sound of my mom getting fucked by a random stranger in the other room.

The fact that at least half the guys she brings home are only a couple of years older than me annoys me, because that means that my age is not the issue, just blood. Her body isn’t what it used to be? But she made her breasts a few years ago and they’re like a big reminder of the fact that anyone seems to be able to touch them and fuck her, but me. I’m a virgin and the fact that she will fuck anyone but me makes me both depressed and turnes on. I’ve been thinking of getting her drunk at home and see what I can get out of it, but something keeps stopping me