Fantasies Suck

I spent Saturday morning driving to a nearby town where I wouldn't be recognized and buying one of those Plan-B Pregnancy Prevention kits. Heres why...

Getting married in 2 weeks. I intend to be faithful to my husband once married. But I have been thinking I am young and haven't had many adventures (of the sexual kind). So a few weeks ago I made up my mind I would try and make 3 sexual fantasies come true before getting married.

1. Sex with another girl
2. A "BIG" cock - all the boys and men I have been with were average to small
3. A 3-Some

The sex with a girl was easy. It maybe took 15 minutes on a hook up app to find a cute girl. We met and got as hotel room. I had a lot of fun that night. One down.

Then I turned my attention to finding a guy with a big cock. Took me a week but I finally made a date with an attractive guy. We met face to face in a hotel bar 2 days ago (Friday). I was a bit nervous because he was black. Yes I am white. I am not racist but I had never had sex with a black man before. His pics were impressive and claimed the huge cock hanging between his legs was 10 inches long. We got a room and it was off to the races. As we undressed I was impressed, he didn't exaggerate. His cock was so big and thick I barely got 4 inches in my mouth and my jaws were stretching. When it came time to fuck I insisted he put on a condom. He didn't have any but I had thought ahead. I opened a "magnum" condom and tried to put it on his cock. We both kind of laughed. It looked like a hat on that big thing. I finally agreed to let him fuck me bare if he would pull out. SILLY GIRL! We used a ton of lube and finally maybe 15 minutes later he had worked all of his cock inside me. I made him take it easy at first. We went through several positions and eventually he was pounding my little pussy. My favorite was missionary. Every time he slammed into me his balls slapped against my asshole! I was amazed at his stamina. We fucked for over an hour. He was laying on the bed and I was bouncing up and down on his cock when he reached up, grabbed me and pulled me down for a kiss. During the kiss I felt his cum unloading inside me. I panicked and tried to get off him, he grabbed my hips and held his cock inside me.

Now you understand my problem. If he were white I could take the chance, but if I pushed out a black baby I wouldn't have an explanation.

I think I will skip the 3-some.