I Did It Cause I Could

i hate myself for it. i was drunk at a party and i couldn’t stop myself. i wasn’t thinking. i just didn’t it cause i could. it was only a kiss to be fair, but i still did it. and he was beautiful. once i did it, i wanted to do it again. i wanted to kiss the other guys at this party. i know i should feel guilty but i don’t, and that’s what makes me hate myself for it all.