Bad Decisions By Me

I’m 41 brunette perky B cup boobs skinny waist curvy bottom. Married with a kid. Husband is in corrections a bit over weight. We met in High School, married young had our son young. Our son is now out on his own away at college and have been lonely. My son’s friend Ben from across the street didn't go away to school, he stayed and went to a JC. I found my self opening a bottle of wine earlier and earlier on the days that I’ll was alone. My husband would go to work and be gone duster day sometimes getting stuck in a lock down.

One day Ben caught me out side and it was later in the afternoon so I had been hitting the bottle and Ben convinced me to go swimming with him. This was easy enough as it was my place we were swimming at. He went to his place changed then came back I going through my swimsuits found a little 2 piece that showed off a little more then my other suits. It was a micro bottom so i might have well been in a thong. We were swimming around and I had a cocktail in hand was sipping it down when I realized that Ben was getting handsy. He would swim by me and at first it was his hand grazing my rear then I felt a hand firmly on my cheeks and then a squeeze and a smile. I didn’t stop it and smiled. I am not going to lie Ben is a good looking guy big muscles tall and soon found out that he had a very large thick penis. Before I knew what was happening he had swam up on me and was kissing me. Again I did not stop him but I did not welcome it. It didn’t tale long before I was naked sitting on the edge of the pool having my pussy and rear end licked. He skirt in a few fingers found my spot and brought me to cum. Surprise I am a squirter and with all the booze in my system it was a lot. I covered his face and body in my juices. He proceeded to fuck my doggie style. As I said earlier. He was big and thick. Much larger then my husband way larger. He was half way in and I felt as if he was going to split me in half. He proceeded to pump me fast and hard. We forgot where we where outside luckily no on heard us or at least no one said anything as he fucked me to orgasm screaming a bit and squirting again. Shortly after I felt his warm load in me. At this point I knew I had fucked up. My legs where shaking his cock was still in me leaking cum from the sides. I felt it running down my legs. He was fingering my ass. I turned around and proceeded to suck and lick his cock clean. I had forgotten what it was to be 17. He instantly got hard again and fucked my face before spinning me around and lining up his cock to my ass. It hurt at first when his head broke through my ring he went slow and would pump in and every time would go in a little deeper. I started to rub my clit as he picked up the pace. It went from pain to bliss as I brought myself to an O again and squirted again on him. But this time with a cock up my ass. He ended up fixing me a few more times before I past out. I woke up and he had rolled me over and was pumping away with my legs up in the air. He finally left gave me a kiss and told me that he would be back later in the evening if my husband was not home. I quickly text my husband and he told me that he would be working a double and would behome tomorrow evening. I text Ben and let him know. It’s been a few years and lots of sex between us. I often tell him that at some point he will find another girl that he will want to spend more time with. He does date other younger women but likes that i am pretty much down for anything.