From Baby Lesbian To Housewife With Four Children

I was a baby lesbian then, in a real bad for me relationship with a head case lesbian feminist. I got up one day and left, took what money I could and caught a bus for the five hundred miles to my mother's house. My mother listened but wasn't supporting, she basically told me to get a hold of myself and move on.

I got a job as a cashier at a bank. I had to dress the dress code, and all that. At the bank I met a man who owned a small business he came in for the daily cash deposits. I could see his bank accounts, he had a lot of money in the bank, at least to me and I couldn't differentiate between money, and money for the business. I fantasized having that kind of money.

I ran into him one night at a Chilis and he was scoping out my ass. I told him it made me uncomfortable, and he said I had a nice ass and to get off my high horse. As to my tits, well what there was of my tits, didn't impress him. He liked my ass. I had never been liked like that by a man. I ended up going with him to a bar. I ended up being kissed and his hand right on my ass. My first male kiss and ass grab. And I got hot, and he knew it and he fucked me that night.

I lost my virginity and got pregnant. I had a daughter and he took responsibility, but in return he wanted my undivided attention and affections. While I was pregnant he didn't come for me, but once the baby was born he wanted to fuck me, day in and day out, over and over again, fuck me until I quit defending myself, quit protecting myself, I just gave up.

I have four children now, married for ten years. I live the middle America housewife life. I think at times I was always straight, but I also know that I'm not. I'm still a lesbian, but don't participate. I have a very close friend, it's platonic on my part. I don't fantasize about sex with her, I don't have time, my husband is fucking me at night.