I Miss That Cock So Much

My wife used to have a fuck friend back when we were single, but for some weird coincidence he ended up hooking with me too.
It all started while having some beers, he told me he was fucking my now wife, and we both got really horny in the process, maybe beers or the natural need for a good male body of both of us.
First tine I noticed his erection in the car (he was driving) he took it out and masturbated a little before I jumped and just started sucking him, he had the nicest cock I have known, since the first contact I got in love with him and his perfect dick.
Couple of weeks later he invited me to his hone after some beers, and as soon as we got into privacy he kissed me so good, I could only understand why my wife was fucking him, he is some kind of lover that you can only dream about.
We spend probably 2-3 hours fucking like rabbits, I even asked hin if he would like me to put some lingerie for him, he was married with a girl that was doing a phd in a city near, so I was able to get some of her clothes and feel myself like a girl being pampered by the best gigolo, just like my wife did, I’m sure.
Like never before I got my ass filled and got creampied several times, he made me his girl as he pleased, and then went ahead and milked me with a great BJ, I got exhausted, he drained me and left me so tired that I just like that went to sleep in his arms.
I was a mess of girl boy in the morning. I still remember the lingerie I had, all covered in sweat and cum, it was an incredible view at the mirror.
I think I was his girl for about 6 months before he had to move with his wife and I eventually married myself, and asked my wife about him at some point, he told me that he was so pushy and horny that she eventually let him fuck her in her office, and she said it probably happened 5 times until she was too committed to have a relationship with me and stopped fucking anyone else.
Since I got so horny when we talked about him I confessed that he was my only gay relationship, and that I really liked his hard cock inside of me, we have had so many sex sessions fantasizing about him, I know that my wife just like me would fuck with him if we met him again.
I really mis being his girl, and also feeling so jealous when he told me he was having great sex with my wife.
I love you J, even after more than 10 years I still love you and desire you so much.