I Reallyyyyyy Like My Teacher

i have to get this off my chest cause i feel really bad about it. basically i like my anatomy teacher cause he’s really funny and lowkey fine and naturally, every time i have his class it’s hard to focus because i can’t stop thinking about him. i don’t want to think about him, but i can’t help it. he’s divorced and single (not that that makes it any better) but his kids are older than me and he’s like 57 which is a whopping 13 years older than my parents. of course i’m not going to make a move, but i don’t want to keep having these thoughts about him. i have an A in his class so it’s not like it’s affecting my academics but every time he comes to my table or talks to me i get nervous and my heart beats faster. i got my hair done this past weekend and he was asking me about it and before he walked away he said he liked it and it was cute and i was soooo happy the rest of the day. i just never thought i’d be the type of person to like one of my own teachers so i guess that’s why i feel bad about it.