After Most Of My Life Hiding From Sex, I Have A Girlfriend And A Man

During my high school days I never clicked, during college I never clicked. I was close to my grandmother until she died, left me enough to buy my own condo. Masturbation was always hit or miss, mostly miss. A seldom resorted to behavior. I confess that it wasn't until I was well into my twenties before I successfully had an orgasm. My self confidence when it comes to romantic behavior is very low. I have a hard time wearing a bikini, I don't dress or undress in front of others. I don't think I'm attractive, never did.

I took a job as an accountant at a large Christian non denominational church. A mega church. I met a donor, a man who wanted to set up a facility for him to donate a large amount of money over five years. He touched me, sexually. He put his hand between my legs. Before letting go he said "like that don't you?".

I got the line of hard up lesbians who needed to be bent over. He corrected me when I told him I wasn't a lesbian. "If you aren't a lesbian suck my dick". And he grabbed my crotch again, very hard. "Suck my dick". His hand was groping me and I went into an orgasm.

I wasn't going to be responsible for not getting the donation, whether I had to suck his dick, or bend over. I'm not a lesbian I repeated, I confess I was beyond being able to deny him. I looked around, the only table to bend over was the round lobby table with flowers on it. I walked over to it, moved the flowers and bent down and told him "do what you are going to do, I'm not a lesbian".

I didn't help get my pants down, I kept my eyes closed and waited. It was like they say, like hot steel in your vagina. I didn't count to ten, or listen to him, I kept my eyes closed wholly focused on his dick sliding in and out of me. Right before he ejaculated he asked if I had a girlfriend, in his experience with lesbians both needed to be fucked to avoid jealousies.

Then he ejaculated, I knew because he told me, as he squirted in me. After he pulled out he grabbed me between the legs with his handkerchief to dry me. I stood holding his handkerchief with my legs closed as tight as I could.

The money came month after month. He took advantage of me month after month. He kept asking me to bring my girl to him. I quit denying I was a lesbian, I sucked his dick, bent over, or spread for him to get on. I orgasmed more often when bent over, I didn't wait for him to ejaculate in my mouth, throwing his seed away like that. After many months, I agreed to go with him on a cruise in the Mediterranean.

He wanted me to find a lesbian girl for him. I accidently talked to a girl who Is a professional dancer. I felt her energy, and I invited her to sit with me on deck. She was forward and wanted to make a connection. I let her into my cabin to have sex with me. After we were done, talking naked on the bed, I told her my sponsor wanted to have sex with us together.

It was a cruise thing, sex on the high seas, he got his lesbian girls party, and I had the best sex of my life with her. He was right, is right, I have always been a lesbian, I just never wanted to admit it. She lives in Majorca, I'm going to see her for a one on one holiday, he has to stay behind this time.