Our Sick Game

Back in high school I was not a good person. Now my 10 year class reunion is coming up and I don't know If I should go. Since high school I have calmed down and even attend church.
Back in high school me and my best friend were the superstar athletes. Tops in football, basketball and baseball. We got special treatment and got away with acting like idiots. We were very competitive with each other and had a sick game we played that went beyond sick. We kept count and bet on who could fuck the most girls in and out of school. It was very juvenile I know but one day something happened and changed the game.
I was home alone one day when there was a knock at the door. The little nerdy guy from down the block asked me to help him get on the baseball team. Tryouts were coming up in a couple of weeks. Suddenly I had an evil thought. I told him I would get him on the team if he sucked my cock. He actually got down on his knees and did it. I made him suck my cock almost every day for 2 weeks. I remember him crying like a baby when he didn't make the team. I knew he wasn't gonna tell anyone.
I told my buddy what I did and it led to a twist in our competition. We started preying on the weaker and inferior boys trying to make the various teams. We sexually abused so many of the weaker boys. The first time I demanded one of the boys let me fuck him in the ass. He wanted to get on the basketball team so bad. He buried his face in a pillow and cried as I fucked his asshole.
I am a different person now and don't know if I can face the possible victims at the reunion...