Call Me Dumb Ass, I Was One, Ruined My Life

What is clear today is how naive I was when I was young. I was so naive that he drove me to a motel and I followed him into a room. I wasn't so naive after he left me on the bed with my sexual innocence gone. I 'fell' in love, followed him, waited for him, did what I was told. All along he continued to love me in his office after hours, in the back of his car, in my mother's bed.

When he told me he didn't love me I didn't believe him. When he showed up at my mother's house with another woman and had sex with her in my mother's bed I made excuses for him. I lied, manipulated, stole, and covered for him. I signed papers he asked me to sign, and was sentenced for fraud. I served time in a woman's prison where I got religion from a woman serving twenty years.

I grew up, slowly. Hope nothing like this happens to you.