Old Friends (with Benefits)

I have been closeted bisexual since my teens.

I have enjoyed gay porn, chatted to guys online, even had cam and phone sex with multiple men. But I'd never done anything with a guy due to a mix of nerves, fear and shame until recently. And the source was unlikely.

The first guy I ever realised I was into was my friend in school Dan. He was a built stockier than me, and I always fantasised about him kissing me but I never worked out how to manufacture the scenario. This would go on for years and years, just being my own dirty fantasy until a few months ago.

We were at a friend's wedding with our wives and he and his wife Nicole looked amazing. I could feel my suit pants straining looking at them.

We were dancing away with our wives and me and Dan were joking about when I started to pretend to grind on him and he rubbed his crotch against me and I felt the meat of his cock against me. Our wives laughed and we kept dancing but I thought I noticed a glint in his eye. We went and got a drink and sat down and let the women away to dance. We were at our table near a corner of the room chatting when Dan put his hand on mine which was resting on my leg and moved it to his crotch. I was shocked and quickly scanned the room to make sure nobody could see.

What I was most shocked about was that I didn't move my hand. I just kept it there, feeling his cock swell before he told me to go up to my hotel room to "get something" and he would follow.

In a daze I walked to my room, expecting him and our wives to burst in and laugh at me. But when the knock came, it was just him and I opened the door to let him in and leaned back against it as it closed, Dan and myself now alone in a dimly lit bedroom.

He smiled and came towards me. This was it. I tried to think of how to get away before his lips were on mine and I was going nowhere. Our tongues danced as my hands greedily searched for his cock. He undid his zip and pulled his pants down, letting me roll his boxers over his cock and finally stroking his 7 inches. The kissing grew frantic as I stroked and it wasn't long before he removed my hand and asked me to suck it.

I had dreamt of this, had practiced on hairbrushes and a sex toy I'd bought for my wife. But this was real.

I began licking and sucking as Dan groaned his approval. I would love to say I was world class but I was only ok, ceding direction and control to Dan who stroked himself as I desperately tried to lick and suck his cock. He began to slow up and I instantly knew what it was - he didn't want to cum on me but I told him it was ok and, like so many pornstars before, dutifully stuck my tongue out awaiting it.

His load hit my nose and forehead and mouth and I lapped up what was there before Dan pulled me up and told me to swallow it.

We cleaned up and composed ourselves before he headed back downstairs and we found our wives, who had been chatting to a group of women and hadn't noticed our absence.

They asked were we having fun and we both replied absolutely.