I Might Be Obsessed

Happily married to a great woman, we have 2 kids and a great house in a beautiful neighborhood. Jen works a prestigious job in the city, and I do well with my firm. My problem? About 3 months ago, the cleaning service we have used changed hands, and we have a new crew. Each week, 4 Hispanic women come and do a full cleaning of the house. They have the code for the door and alarm system, and always do a good cleaning, well worth the money. About 3 weeks ago, the baby monitor in my daughter’s room sent a motion notification to my cell, and even though I knew it was the cleaners, I check the camera.
There in a grainy black and white video was a beautiful younger girl, dancing as she cleaned, listening to her earbuds, not a care in the world. Definitely curvy, totally different than my slender and fit blond wife. I felt compelled to watch until she left the room.
Since then, I upgraded the monitor to a newer camera and audio recording system, capable of storage and higher resolution color video. I have watched the 2 videos I have multiple times, usually when I’m home alone and can please myself uninterrupted.
I find myself thinking about a woman whose name I don’t know, whom I have never met, and fantasizing about what I would do to her.
My wife has been the recipient of some very ardent love making, and I have to be careful not to let on that I’m thinking of someone else.

I’ll probably never meet or act on my fantasy, but I can’t keep her off my mind.