For 30 Years I've Been Married And Raised My Kids In A Good Home

I know today that I was too easily influenced and manipulated (I still am). I was young and restless and I got carried away with a man from work at a happy hour. I ended up being bent over and told me to pull my pants down. I was too embarrassed to act, he raised his voice and told me to get on with it, and I did what he told me to do. I felt him get his dick in me, shoved it really all the way in before settling down to a rhythm. When he was about to cum he asked me if I wanted it in me or on my ass. I told him to just finish and get it over with. He came inside.

I went to the bathroom to wash up. It was then that it hit me, I could very easily be pregnant. I walked out and he was looking for a beer which I told him I didn't keep liquor in my apartment. It was then that I told him if I ended up pregnant he was paying for it and I wasn't going to work if I had to raise a baby.

I was pregnant and I told him that he needed to get his act together and marry me before I started showing, it was embarrassing enough being pregnant. I was five months when I got married, everyone important knew but the dress was able to hide it for the pictures. He moved me into an apartment, I told him I wasn't some apartment bitch and to buy me a regular house with a yard.

The house he bought was in an older neighborhood, a bungalow type house, three bedrooms and two baths, with a large yard. I got a dog as soon as we moved in. I told him I wasn't working, I was going to set up my house and wait for my baby. If he had to get another job to make ends meet then get another job. My pregnancy was uneventful and the birth came like the book said. I went home with a baby boy, so he couldn't complain, but I wanted a girl. I got pregnant six months later hoping for my little girl.

I didn't work until both of my kids were in college. I work part time for our church in guest services. He is settled down now, but at the beginning he was all wolf and I was the sheep, and he was all over me. I started to put a penny in a jar every time he had sex with me, but quit after a while, what was the purpose of that. I did learn to make myself available and that didn't mean on my back, he liked the kinky stuff. NO I DID NOT BARK LIKE A DOG.

We will be married thirty years, we have our two kids and one of them is getting serious with a partner. They both follow rules, and go to church, although my son is just as likely to have to wash his car. His sister is his life, he takes care of her and we never had to worry about her in high school or now that they are in college. I wouldn't want to be the boy that gets fresh with her.

I did my part, he did his. We are going on a cruise for our 30th anniversary, with our kids.