Admitting To Myself

I just posted a comment on another confession so I decided to tell the rest of the story. After years of a sexless marriage I gave in to the urge and sucked another man's cock. I was careful and always met before hand and soon I was admitting to myself I was now a cocksucker. It was so easy to find men who were in the same boat as I was who just wanted their cocks sucked and some more than that. Over time I wanted cock more and more, I would do most anything a man wanted as long as I would get his cock and eventually his cum in me. So after many years of admitting I was just Bi, I now look at myself as a Gay man! I look at men all the time and whenever I can arrange to hook-up I do. I have become submissive with men and I embrace being used by them any way they desire. None of my friends or family have any idea about what kind of Gay cocksucker I am, not just that I also let them penetrate me if they want. So I have confessed just about everything it makes me feel good to finally do so. If anyone else has felt this way all I can say is be very careful this day in age but make your fantasy a reality, I'm sure you will be glad you did!