Ana Beth And My Cousin

I grew up in a small town where my family owned the local construction business. We lived in a duplex, my family father, mother and kids, and my mother's sister, husband and kids. My cousin Kala was born the same day, same year as I was. We were from the first day brought up together. Pictures exist of us in the same crib, later playing in the same kiddy pool. Pictures of us in the tub together. We went to the same grade school, by then we had memories. Around the second and third grade we started to be separated, she was being taught to be a girl and I was being taught to be a boy.

After grade school we were sent to different school. She went to the Holy Cross girl's school, and I went to the St. Anthony's boy school. It was there that we learned about being a boy and girl. During those early years she pushed me away, found girl friends to be friends with. I never found a friend at school I wanted to be friends with. I pushed myself on Kala after school and she pushed me away.

Every year the church had a charity drive in the spring, a fair. The upper school kids were recruited to help. From St. Anthony's we were recruited for the heavy labor, and from the Holy Cross the girls were recruited for the fine detail. Holy Cross girls attended the booths. The morning of the charity drive, an outdoor fair, it was my job to drive Kala and her friend Ana Beth to the church early in the morning, they had to be there by seven. Ana Beth was at my cousin's house, and I walked into the bathroom when she was standing in front of the mirror finishing her hair. She was topless, her shirt off and her bra off. She didn't scream, just stared at me, and I stared at her tits. She finished getting ready and when she walked out she went straight to my cousin and told her I had walked in on her and seen her tits. It was then that the totally unexpected happened, Kala grabbed Ana Beth and said 'and you have such beautiful tits' and pushed her face against each one of her tits kissing on them, albeit, Ana Beth's clothes were on.

It was the first open, in my face, act of sexual affection I had seen. I got hard, driving them to the church I had to control my hard dick in my pants, as usual, when I drove they sat in the back seat because they wanted to be together. A day later, at her house, Kala took Ana Beth's face in her hands and in front of me she kissed her on the mouth, over and over, and put her hands on Ana Beth's tits. After kissing her she told me that Ana Beth was her girlfriend and I was to keep my hands off of her. After that morning, they kissed in front of me, fondled each other, got on top of each other. held hands and I had to run interference while they were in my cousin's bedroom and not let anyone in.

My cousin quit caring if I saw her topless, or naked. If I saw her underwear on her bed. She talked to me about Ana Beth, how much they loved each other. How they were both going to Parson's together. Because in New York they could be in love and nobody cared. She undressed Ana Beth in front of me so that I could see her totally naked, then she got naked herself and they embraced and kissed in front of me. I wasn't supposed to fall in love with Ana Beth, but I was.

While they were at Parson's I was at U Penn. From time to time I took the train to New York and stayed with them, I slept on a campout on the floor, while they cuddled together in bed. They lived like a couple, they talked like a couple, they were a couple. And in the family, and back in our home town, I was the only one that knew they were a couple. And at Parson's they had many friends who were couples like them, or dating. I just feel deeper and deeper in love with Ana Beth. My only relief was my hand.

After college and we were back in our hometown, I was working for the family business, it was hard for them, everything had to be underground. In a conversation Ana Beth agreed to get married. My cousin remained single, she was never able to find a mate. Well, not one that she would want, she always had Ana Beth. They are so close that everyone says they should have been sisters.