I Was Broken In Quite Young, But I'm Not Such A Pussy Now About It

My cousin forced himself on me, forced my pants down under him, he forced his knee between my legs and got on me, and forced his dick in me. We were both underage at the time. He used me after that, he came over after school when I was alone. I became more and more of a participant, if he was going to do it, then do it this way. The way I liked it was pure missionary, with him on top of me. I wanted his dick in me, if he wasn't getting started and teasing me, I grabbed his dick with my hand and squeezed it hard and put it at the entry of my vagina.

I am still his lover. He is my only lover, and I have only had one, him. I want him to have sex with me, I want him on top of me, I want sex in the missionary position. He likes to be adventurous, but frankly I'm a missionary girl and when the man fucks that way I get the most out of it. I don't believe his stories of girls getting in a position for him to have 'anal' with him, I believe he is just trying to wear me down on that. Once he was able to force himself on me, once. He won't be able to force himself on me to get anal. I won't do it. And now I'm not a 'little pussy'.