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My Family
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Gay Male / 54
My Parental Nerve Is Raw And Open,
Early in my life I acknowledged my urges for another boy. We were in our early teens when we first experimented, in other words I sucked his penis. I enjoyed the feeling it gave me to suck his penis, to show him that I was always available to suck his penis. As we moved into our older teens, things got a lot heavier, in that it wasn't only sucking his penis, we were having anal sex as well. As with sucking his penis, it gave me enormous pleasure to be locked with him in anal sex.
During our teen years, before college, he was able to get ahold of some gay porn, which we watched on the VCR. We laughed at the projection, laughed at the donkey sized penis of the top, of the ridiculous moaning of the bottom. After watching a couple of videos we had intense sex, erotic to us, and we tried things that we saw on the videos that had not crossed our minds. One of those was rimming, which we adopted as a ritual for our sex parties.
College came and went, I remained committed to him, but he was committed to finding every boy he could to suck his dick and for him to fuck. He could not get enough. In the vernacular of the time, he was playing around, he was a player. We moved to California after college. He promised he was always careful, always used a condom. I believed him, for me using a condom was out of the question. In spite of all of his promiscuous behavior he avoided catching HIV and as we grew older he settled down. By the time we were in our mid thirties we were in normal jobs. He had trained to be a nurse and I had trained in HR. Our families knew but California was safe and far away. We did not talk about our life, I mean our sex life, with our family members.
I have a young niece, she recently graduated from college. She is definitely gay, and she lives an active gay life in the 'big' city, but has not come out to her family. Although she has in a way acknowledged her gay life to me. I have a big problem with this woman that she is seeing. The woman sucks the life out of you, she is a narcissistic, self centered, lost in translation, lesbian bitch. It pains me to see her in that relationship. I'm sure there are many nice young women for her to meet, and I can't for the life of me understand her attraction to that woman.
That's my problem. I have decided to talk to her about it and offer for her to move out here to California with us. I cannot take a rejection from her. I cannot standby and let her waste her life with that bitch. I feel that life has put me on the plank, and I have to jump into the sea.
During our teen years, before college, he was able to get ahold of some gay porn, which we watched on the VCR. We laughed at the projection, laughed at the donkey sized penis of the top, of the ridiculous moaning of the bottom. After watching a couple of videos we had intense sex, erotic to us, and we tried things that we saw on the videos that had not crossed our minds. One of those was rimming, which we adopted as a ritual for our sex parties.
College came and went, I remained committed to him, but he was committed to finding every boy he could to suck his dick and for him to fuck. He could not get enough. In the vernacular of the time, he was playing around, he was a player. We moved to California after college. He promised he was always careful, always used a condom. I believed him, for me using a condom was out of the question. In spite of all of his promiscuous behavior he avoided catching HIV and as we grew older he settled down. By the time we were in our mid thirties we were in normal jobs. He had trained to be a nurse and I had trained in HR. Our families knew but California was safe and far away. We did not talk about our life, I mean our sex life, with our family members.
I have a young niece, she recently graduated from college. She is definitely gay, and she lives an active gay life in the 'big' city, but has not come out to her family. Although she has in a way acknowledged her gay life to me. I have a big problem with this woman that she is seeing. The woman sucks the life out of you, she is a narcissistic, self centered, lost in translation, lesbian bitch. It pains me to see her in that relationship. I'm sure there are many nice young women for her to meet, and I can't for the life of me understand her attraction to that woman.
That's my problem. I have decided to talk to her about it and offer for her to move out here to California with us. I cannot take a rejection from her. I cannot standby and let her waste her life with that bitch. I feel that life has put me on the plank, and I have to jump into the sea.
