My Passage From Boy To Man And My Obsession With The Male Penis

As a boy growing up I really liked the war movies on tv. I wanted to be like that. When I was 16 I asked my father permission to join the Cadet club at school. To join I had to keep my grades up and participate in all the physical activities. There was a lot marching and parade drills. We learned how to carry a rifle and how to obey orders. We learned other things too. When we did physical activities and we had to shower after we returned, all the boys were naked and I was naked too. One day the headmaster who led us came into the showers with us, he was so big and had body hair all over. He washed his dick, I watched him. Later when we were in the dressing room drying off I watched how he dried his dick and his butt crack. That night I had a wet dream, I dreamt that he was kissing me and he had gotten on my back. I dreamt that he had sex with me.

For the two years I was in the Cadet club my favorite time was when we were in physical drills and when we were all naked in the showers. I can remember it like if I was watching it on tv. I went to university to study physics. It was an all male university at that time. There wasn't any room for those studies in the Cadet Corp. That was military for military sciences. I would go watch the Cadet Corp when it marched and the young men so physically strong. I wet my pants watching.

In the Physics department we had a research professor from Yugoslavia. His name was Drago. He had been a partisan during the war. He was old, had grey hair and he didn't shave his beard but once a week. He wore these clothes, which he held up with a pair of suspenders without a belt. He was always moving his dick around in his pants. One day I followed him when he went to the men's room to see his dick. I dreamt about his dick and masturbated at night, I dreamt that I was in the food hall and he would stand beside me and take out his dick and let me suck him in front of all the other students there.

I became friends with him and asked him for stories about the war. He played piano and I was sitting beside him while he was playing at his house and I could see his dick in his pants. I did not think, I grabbed his dick in my hand. He was very strong, he grabbed my hand and stared at me. So you like dick, do you? He asked. I was silent. He grabbed my dick and pressed really hard. Do you like that? He asked me. Then he kissed me on the mouth. Do you like that? He asked me. Let's see what you like? and he took me back to the bedroom in his house.

He helped me out of all of my clothes and he played with my dick with his hand. He sucked on my dick in long strong sucks with his lips tight around my dick. His hand held my balls and he grabbed me with the other hand on my naked ass. After kissing me some more, and playing with my dick in his hands he got undressed and brought my face to his dick and I sucked him. He let me suck him for a while, while he caressed my face and head and my back. He reached for me and turned me around and stood behind me while I lay across the bed. He got on me and penetrated me. It hurt but he did not stop, not until he had his dick all the way in and I could feel his balls bounce against my ass.

I was old man Drago's love boy while I was at University. When I let to pursue my doctorate in Paris I was so lonely I would cry at night. It was several years later that I met JP in Paris, he was a teacher of engineering science at the university and I became his love boy there.