Just Not Enough

I need more. My husband is a very caring lover and makes sure I have an orgasm or two before his usual prone bone pound every couple of weeks. But it's just not enough for me. I crave cocks and find myself dreaming of being roughly taken by a group of men. Used, passed around, splattered and flooded with cum. It's become an obsession. Closest I get at home is sucking while riding a dildo.

Last month I nearly cheated while at a work conference. I walked up to the hotel room holding two men's hands but I got cold feet right before we got to the room.

I can't do that to my husband. I've brought up exploring our wild side a bit more and he responded so quickly with "I couldn't share you, and lord knows I couldn't please another woman worth a flip in a situation like that" that I changed the subject quickly.

Ideally, I'd like to just find him another woman who would enjoy a hopeless romantic like him, take the time to teach him how to please her, and start going after what I really want and need. Cocks. Ugh, so frustratingly horny these days...