I Gave In To My Son, Now I'm A Emotional Wreck.

After almost two years of fighting the temptation, I gave in to desire and had sex with my son. Now I'm an emotional wreck, it just wasn't supposed to happen.

When Robbie was 16, his dad and I were divorced and the two of us wound up living in a small apartment. I was so depressed that I started drinking a little more than usual, actually a lot more. More than once I woke up naked or just in panties not remembering much after a night on the town with the girls. All I did vaguely remember was that sometimes Robbie was in my bed too, it was like some kind of dream.

He kept getting a little more aggressive, just playing around. Sometimes we would just wrestle around on the bed and he would pin me down and pull open my robe exposing my breasts. Sometimes in the morning he would come up behind me and put his arms around me while I was standing at the sink and grind his cock against me. I had watched him shower and knew he had a big one. I had actually watched him towel off as his half hard cock dangled around. But as excited as I was,I just walked away.

Robbie graduated from high school 2 weeks ago and was getting ready to enter the Air Force on a delayed enlistment program. We went to the beach for the weekend to celebrate graduation and I knew he was leaving in a few days. After an afternoon of too many cocktails by the pool we were getting ready to go out to dinner. I was in the shower and I heard Robbie ask if there was room for two. In a weak, alcohol fueled moment I told him to come on in if her dared.

My resistance finally broke down as we washed each other's bodies. We both were trembling as I stroked his fine young cock and he shot several streams of cum. When we got out and were drying off, his cock began to get hard and he pressed it up against me.

I took him by the hand and led him to the bedroom and pushed him down on the bed and climbed on top. My pussy must have still been wet as his cock just slid right in. I rocked back and forth really slow watching the look in his face. That cock that I had resisted so long felt wonderful and I shook and rocked as we both came really hard.

We fucked several times that weekend , he loved it when I sucked and teasingly stroked his cock making him twitch. I was loving it too, I just couldn't get enough.

Now he's gone away to the Air Force and I'm such an emotional wreck. For almost 2 years I didn't give in to the temptation, knowing he had a beautiful body and such a fine young cock. I really didn't want to fuck my young son. Yet, I almost tremble thinking about that last weekend together.