My Wife Doesn’t Wanna Look At Me

Me and my wife had an arranged marriage and we have been married for three years. She is 4 years younger than me and everything between us has been perfect except the sex which i am concerned about.

There is a weird desire my wife loves and although it is something we do i feel concerned why.

She likes me to fuck her mouth and she enjoys the oral intimacy more. However the weird thing is she wants me to do it while i grab her legs and lift her upside down. I do admit it takes out all my strength to do it in this position but i often lose myself as i get closer to climax. Even if i lay her down she makes me stand infront of her face and rail. It’s weird she only enjoys the sight of my balls and cock and doesn’t want to look at my face or make me look at her bottom while i do it.

She tells me she likes it rough and how i should use her like a doll to cum.

Things have become very weird as i question if she will ever want to have sex normally looking eye to eye. I admit i like how good it feels to do this but it is really weird since this is what she is wanting all time.