Confessions

I’ve been married to the same woman for going on 17 years. Been together 27. That’s a long time to be with someone and not know certain things about your partner. I still have secret fantasies that would surprise her. I have fantasies I would love to do, and some that I’m ashamed of. Here seems like a good place to just say some things, and get them off my chest.

This past year I wanted to have an affair with a woman old enough to be my daughter. She’s so young and beautiful, her body is exactly my type. She’s bossy and teases me, she also loves that I’m old enough to be her Dad. She mentions it a bit. It’s cute. But she is no longer a part of my daily life now. I’m incredibly sad about that. I loved seeing her smile, and making her laugh. It’s safer she’s gone. It would have been a scandal. I would have fucked her so good though, I fuck so much better now than when I was younger. I know I could do things to her she’s never felt.

I have a friend I met from an online game. He lives in another country. We’ve been talking to each other for years now. We like to share porn and fantasies. Sometimes we tell each other about our wives. It turns me on to tell him details about my wife. I love the idea of him getting hard thinking about my wife. I’ve told him stories of things she’s done and said, she has no idea I’ve done this. I feel guilty about this. I try not to overshare anymore. It’s easy to get carried away.

I’m a porn addict. I have to take periodic breaks from it. It messes with my head and how I function. It’s something only my friend from another country knows. We share some of the same kinks. He told me he thinks about rubbing our cocks together. My wife has no idea how deep my tastes run.

I love fucking my wife. She looks so beautiful. Her moans, and cries. All her sounds that I’m very familiar with. Sometimes I think how beautiful it would be to watch her get fucked by another man. To hear all those moans coming out her while another cock goes in and out of her very married pussy. It’s not that I want to be humiliated or can’t get the job done. I just love seeing and hearing her cum. I’d love for her to put on the sexiest most taboo show a wife can perform for her adoring husband

I fantasize about being with guys and trans girls.

I love to eat my wife’s pussy. I like it when she’s hairy, I like her when she’s smooth and shaven, I love it when there’s stubble and it’s scratchy. I love putting my face between her legs and making her loose control. Licking and sucking. I’m weak for it.

I also like to lick my wife’s asshole. The moans she makes when I wiggle my tongue inside her is so sexy. She’ll spread her cheeks open for this too. It’s so hot when she uninhibited.

This seems like a good place to stop for now.